hugh jackman/characters one shots/imagines

Logan catches you reading one of your smut books*

note: smut from the book and then smut, oral male rec!, unprotected p in v, ,cockwarming dom/sub dyn, autistic reader! and like this boyfriend!Logan is lumberjack Logan (not necessarily origins Lo) but like if he was lumberjack Logan in the world after Deadpool + Wolverine? hopefully that made sense lmao self indulgent rant as always loves! i got carried away with the book... idk how to properly site but the words in italics bold are from The Kiss Quotient, Helen Hoang

During the winter, you'd always like to leave the window open slightly to let the smell of the bitter cold fill your room. Opening the sill enough to make the spot around it cold but not messing with the heat of the rest of the room. Though your boyfriend, Logan didn't really care about the cost of the heating, he had a load of superhero money put away. It wasn't much but it was from Charles, his fortune was split amongst the four, him, Scott, Jean and Ororo. Which meant that he didn't have to worry about you keeping a window open in zero-degree weather. Logan had promised very early on that he would take care of you, and he'd somehow wound up filling in the blanks for you.

You sat by the window, the curtains clipped to the sides of windows, a gray knitted blanket laid over your lap. One of your favorite books, The Kiss Quotient sat in your hands, your thighs pressing together as the main character, Stella, started being undressed by Micheal, the other main character. Your book was about an autistic woman, Stella, dealing with her sexuality, with specific needs and wants in bed, it was hard for her to find a caring partner who would prioritize her pleasure. So, she hires an escort, Micheal, who she starts seeing through paid sessions but the two start falling in love, and she works on her intimacy issues and Micheal shows her how she should be treated, the relationship eventually becoming very real. It reminded you an awful lot of your relationship with Logan, not in the sense of the relationship itself but rather how you slowly became comfortable with intimacy.

From the beginning Logan always cared about your needs above his own, it was just the man he was. Even as the two of you started out as friends, he acted like your boyfriend. But after months of friendship, he'd finally moved on to telling you how he felt for you, but there was a big pause within your relationship happened because of your intimacy issues. Logan never really had to wait for sex, or even just kissing in a relationship before. You had blossomed like a flower, dead all Winter but slowly coming to life in the Spring. There were times where you were more affectionate and other times where you needed space. Not that Logan minded sometimes he needed time alone aswell.

But the moment you wanted him he was by your side, ready to take whatever you would give. You pushed yourself, not out of your comfort zone, but past the threshold of your fears of intimacy. Letting Logan hold your hand, letting him softly kiss your lips as he said goodbye. The slowness added to the love that Logan had for you because he didn't have anything else like that. You didn't intend for it to be a slowburn but you warned him it would take you time. But it wasn't that you didn't want to touch him or grow closer, there was just a mental block. There'd been a slip of tongue the first time you met him, he promised you he'd give you anything. Logan never went back on his word though; he gave you just about everything he could. He was overwhelmingly patient with you and always heard you out.

Logan had never longed so hard for a lasting relationship, but it had been two hundred years, and he hadn't found anyone. Before you he had come to the conclusion that he would wound up alone. Then you came in and eventually you started to trust him. He didn't like to explicitly call things beautiful but the way you opened up to him made his chest feel warm. Because you casually mentioned in the car that he could hold your thigh, something he immediately jumped at the opportunity to do. Logan's large fingers spanning over the expanse of your thick thighs, feeling your soft skin underneath the pad of his finger.