Hide My Body (42)

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After the gender reveal yesterday I've been kinda pissed, I have a weird feeling that Amber's phone call wasn't just a normal phone call

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After the gender reveal yesterday I've been kinda pissed, I have a weird feeling that Amber's phone call wasn't just a normal phone call.

As I walk into school alone, my pissiness is evident on my face.

I know it's evident because I can't even get down the hall with someone asking me if I'm ok.

"Adrianna, right?" I turn and see a tall blonde with the face and body of a model.
Great, my ego is dead.

"Uh... yeah, Adri's fine, but thanks for asking." She nods then looks back at her group of friends a few I recognized as Lillia Vargas, Zoltan's sister.

She motions me to follow her and I do, curious.
"I think you should talk Marco, he seems..... off?" I furrow my eyebrows but nod.

I ah e no clue who this girl is but I'm gonna trust her for this.
I continue my trek to class, and find Marco.
I take a seat next to him, and he does seem off.
Everyone else is talking but he's sitting on the outskirts of the group, quiet.

I set my hand on his but he pulls away.
Now I'm concerned.
"Marco?" I whisper so not to bring attention to us.
But he ignores me.

I can't tell why, if he's mad or hurt.

Possibly both.

"Marco did I do something?" I gently pull his face towards mine.
"Why?" He looks at me.
I furrow my eyebrows.

"Why what?" I bring his hand to my lap and rub my thumb against his hand.

"Am I not good enough to see you? We fucked and you still covered yourself when you walked away. You've sent me nudes, I've seen you naked before. Hell you were naked underneath me just hours before. Is it me?" Marco's voice cracks, but he keeps his voice quiet so no one can hear him.

"No Marco-" i start to say but the teacher comes in and starts taking.
"Can we finish this later? How about we meet next hour, 9:30 in the stoner hall, yeah?" Marco nods at my proposition.

I rest of class was brutal, I couldn't think straight, I kept looking over at Marco who looks absolutely broken.

I know his words didn't sound great, but he's really hurt.
And I know how ever he worded his worries they would sound terrible.

Aspen 9:30 rolls around I almost run out of the class but I wait to run till I'm in the hall away from the door.
Once I see Marco standing in the hall waiting for me I slow down and walk calmly towards him.

"Marco, I'm sorry. It's not you, I swear. I just I.... I just-" my voice cracks as I start to tear up.

Marco turns concerned immediately, stepping towards me pulling me into a hug.

"I.... I even look at my own body...... my body is disgusting.... I know but... I can't let you think that-" I struggle getting through my sentence without stuttering or crying.

"Hey, hey, hey, I could never not like your body. Every imperfection, is beautiful to me, I just wish you'd be comfortable enough with me to know that I would never, and I mean NEVER ever judge you for your body." His words make me cry even more.

"I'm not-"

"Don't even finish that sentence, you are THE most beautiful girl in the whole world, every scar, every bump, every blemish is beautiful. Because you're beautiful." I cry even harder, my mind trying to convince myself his words aren't true.

"Adrianna, look at me," I look up into his eyes, full of love and affection.

"repeat after me. I am beautiful."

"I am beautiful." Marco says every words with me, holding me tightly in his arms as I cry.

Every feeling of hate or disgust with myself at the moment seems to fade away.

As time goes on I start to regain my control of my emotions, I wipe my tears away. And my face stays dry.
Marco and I walk hand in hand back to our classes, I feel like I've got a weight lifted off my chest.
Like I can finally breathe after years of trying but failing.

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Hey sorry I haven't posted in a while but I have some news!!!!
Today's my birthday and I just got my permit and I've started talking with a guy but I think it's a little so soon to date because my boyfriend died in June.
But anyway this chapter is very deep and before anyone says that Marco is an asshole.
You have to remember that he was also being vulnerable with Adri and he felt that she didn't care to be vulnerable with him and she only wanted to see him vulnerable.

And I can relate to this but that's a whole different matter!!!

Anywho

Xoxo-

Gabby💋💋






























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