HEARTACHE

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Seeing her ecstatic,
heartache my feelings,
Mudita she made it,
Not me but someone else.

Hopelessness for everything,
The love take a risk of it,
I denied and lied everything,
But she's happy without me.

I only give her heartached,
Theres so many rounds of my mind,
Provide the aid for my heart,
To heal for anything I made.

I confess lately,
I lied that I have relationship,
Lately I realize,
My decision was mistaken.

Was unbelievable,
Acceptance is I only know,
I cannot push myself,
She's happy with someone else.

The blackhole that I see,
Salty tears and pain that I feel,
I hate this feelings,
It is a strange and weird movements.

For the last time,
She told me that she made mudita,
I cracked the vase,
The blood of my hands perfect.

My hands are full of blood,
The blade in my hands,
I see the cut,
It is very nice.

I cried every night,
My heart trembled so hard,
I lost my breath that time,
It is the end of my life.

I wake up in the morning,
Only white and overthink that i made
I paralyzed already,
I know I deserve it.




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