Beautiful Secrets

Chapter 13

It's been 2 weeks since the snowstorm and finally it's stopped snowing. I somehow got home from Jimmy's apartment without my mom knowing. It's almost Christmas and Jimmy has something planned. We've hung out a few times since, but the whole married thing kind of makes it hard.

"I wanna do something" I texted Jimmy as I got dressed for school. I looked out the window and saw rain start to fall. I grabbed my raincoat and put it on. "I can't today, babe. I'm slammed with work." He texted back. I pouted. Dang. "Jimmyyyy" I texted. Suddenly, my sister walked in. I turned my phone off and picked up my backpack. "You ready?" She asked. "Yup, let's go" I said as I followed her out the door. "Bye mom!" I yelled as we walked out the door. "Are you still talking to.......um...him" Kennedy asked as we walked down the hall towards the elevator. I looked at her and raised an eyebrow. "Yeah, why you ask?" I asked. "No reason" she replied. "Have you guys......you know....." She asked. I swung my head and looked at her. My cheeks got red and I started to sweat. "What the hell, Kennedy?!" I asked. "So that's a no?" She asked. I rolled my eyes and kept walking. "No! We haven't done anything. Not since that night. He respects me and cares about me" I snapped. "Wow, that's boring" she said and walked ahead. I gave her a rude look. We don't need to do anything, I mean, we're happy just taking and laughing and kissing. I don't even think he wants to do anything. He would tell me, right? Whatever, we have enough fun.

When I got to school, I went straight to my locker. "Hey!" A familiar voice said. I closed my locker and saw Jessica. Wow, I haven't talked to her in a while. I kind of blame her for that night even though I chose to go. Whatever. "Hey!" Said back. Her long blonde hair draped perfectly over her shoulders. "I was just wondering if you got the notes from class" she said. "Um yeah, I can text them to you" I said. "Cool, thanks!" She said. "Hey, would you be interested in going to my birthday party next weekend" she said. I looked at her in disbelief. "Um, yeah! I'd love to!" I gleamed. "Great! I'll text you the details" she said. The warning bell rang. "Oh I gotta go. See ya!" She said as she hopped away. I smiled and then started for my next class. I hope this party goes well.

When I got to lunch, Jimmy had texted back. Finally.

"Hey! It's my lunch break, want me to come pick you up?" He texted.

"Where would we go?" I texted back. About a minute later he texted.

"My place. Where else would we go?" He replied. I sat there. I'm kind of sick of hiding and eating and hanging out at Jimmy's place. I wanna go somewhere. I know that we can't, but I can't help but wish.

"Okay" I texted.

"I'm here:)" he texted. I looked around the cafeteria and then snuck out the side door. I saw his car and made my way. The parking lot was empty.

"Hey!" He greeted as I got in and closed the door. "Hey, babe" I said and then kissed his cheek. He smiled at me and then kissed me. I giggled and pushed him away. "You know we can't kiss when we're in the car" I said. "It's worth it for you" he said as he kissed my neck. "Jimmy drive!" I laughed and pushed him off. He rolled his eyes and put the car in drive. "So what do you want?" He asked. "Ummmm, I don't I don't know, pizza" I said. "Well alrighty then" he said in his Jim Carrey voice. I giggled and turned on the radio. "So what do you want for Christmas" I asked. "I don't need anything else" he said as he looked at me. I rolled my eyes. "No, seriously what do you want!" I demanded. "I have everything I need" he said. "I guess it's just gonna be a surprise" I said and then kissed him. "Stevie! I'm driving" he laughed. "And I'm kissing you because you're adorable and amazing" I said. He laughed. I then moved my hand down to his chest and started to unbutton his shirt. "Stevie!" He yelled. I giggled and kept unbuttoning. "No! Wait till we get home or something" he said as he pushed my hand away. I took my hands away from his shirt and moved them down to his pants. I started to unbutton his jeans.
"Stevie! What has gotten into you" he said as he pushed my hand away. "Jimmyyyy" I whined. "No, we can't right now" he said and kept driving. I pulled away and pouted. "Are you afraid to have sex with me again because I'm 15" I said. He looked at me. "What? No. I mean what makes you think that?" He asked. "Well, it's been 2 weeks since we kind of got back together and we have yet to do anything" I said. "Am I boring?" I asked. He pulled into the pizza place and looked at me. "Stevie, I don't know what made you think all of this, but I'm just gonna say that you're amazing and beautiful and never in a million would I find you boring. I mean, I would be more than happy to have sex, but it's up to you" he said. I smiled at him. He was so amazing. "I like cheese pizza" I said. He smiled at me and then got out of the car.