Beautiful Secrets

Chapter 24

"Whatever you choose, I will support it 100%" he said. I shrugged. "Well, are you ready for 30 Rock?" He asked changing the subject. I perked up. "Yes!" I said. "Let's go!" He exclaimed and then stood up. "Hey! Jimmy Fallon?" Someone yelled as we stood up from the table. "Keep walking" he whispered. "Who's the slice you got there?" Another person added. "Jimmy, just leave it alone" I whispered to him as he stopped walking. He turned around. "What did you say?" He asked. "Stop" I said. "She's hot" the guy said. "C'mon let's go. Leave it alone" I said as I put my hand on his shoulder. He sighed and kept walking. Thank god. "Stevie, I don't like it when people say that stuff" he said when we got outside. "I know, I know, but I'm proud of you for not getting involved." I said. He smiled at me. "Whatever, let's head to 30 Rock!" He exclaimed.

When we got to 30 Rock, people flocked to Jimmy. Awaiting fans. He was a total gentlemen and took quick pictures and signed a few things before we headed inside. "Sorry, it can get really crazy sometimes" he said once we in the elevator. I giggled. "It's fine, it's pretty cool to have a famous boyfriend" I said. "Well, it is actually" I added. "I know right?" Jimmy said. raised my eyebrows. "Cocky much?" I said. I laughed. "Just a little" he said back. When the doors opened, we stepped onto the floor of The Tonight Show. I was in awe. This is the part nobody sees. There wasn't really anyone there, because obviously it's Saturday. Just janitors. "So this is it!" He exclaimed. I was still in shock. "Here, let me show you my office" he said as he grabbed my hand and led me to another room. His office was huge. It had pictures all over hanging from the walls. He had a giant flat screen and a giant sound system. He had cool guitars hanging from the walls, also. "You're office is amazing, I love it" I said as I admired it. "Yeah, it's okay" he said as he sat down on the couch he had. "Okay? This is like two times bigger than my own room" I exclaimed. "You're so cute" he said with a little giggle in his voice. I looked back at him. "How?" I asked as I walked over to him. He shrugged. "You just are" he said as he out arm around me when I sat down. I smiled. "And you're beautiful" he added. "You've said that like a million times" I said. "I know, it's just true" he said as he played with my hair. "Hold on" he said as he got up. He pulled out his phone and walked over to his huge sound system. I turned my head in confusion. "What are you doing?" I asked. He didn't answer me. He hooked his phone up to the system. He tuned on a song. It was "I can't make you love me" the Bon Iver version. "You know who Bon Iver is?" I exclaimed. He rolled his eyes. "Of course, I'm not that old......I mean I am, but I know who Bon Iver is" he said. I giggled. "You're not that old" I said as he sat back down. "Yes, yes I am" he said as he put his arm back around me. "It's crazy that a girl as beautiful as you are would like me" he said. "I have a serious question" I said. "What?" He asked as he stared playing with my hair again. "Why did.....why did you bring me up here?" I asked. "Because you're my girlfriend and I love you" he said. "What made you suddenly have interest in me again?" I asked. He stopped playing with my hair and looked at me. "What do you mean?" He asked. "Until that night at the restaurant, you never called or emailed or anything." I said. "I couldn't, my P.R would've killed me and you were young back then, that would've made me look even more like a pedophile than people thought I was" he said. "I really missed you" I said. He pushed a strand of my hair behind my ear. "I know, I missed you like crazy, too" he said. "That's a giant reason why I just couldn't try to fix what I had with Nancy" he said. "Do you......miss her" I said. He shrugged. "A little, I mean I married her and had children.......I had children with her" he said as he looked down. "I haven't seen my daughters in months" he admitted. "Oh my god, I had no idea" I said as I rubbed his back. "I miss them, she won't let me see them unless it's a supervised visit and with my crazy schedule, I don't have a lot of time for a supervised visit" he said. "I don't blame Nancy for anything, I mean, I cheated on her" he said. I stayed silent. "I'm sorry for not calling or anything, I shouldn't have done that" he said as he looked up at me. He had tears in his eyes. "It's fine, I mean, we're together now" I said and then kissed him.