(n.) a soft gentle breeze
((A storm has to calm one day. Thank you everyone for this journey. Please read the latest published chapter for more info and a larger explanation))
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After waking up in the Butterfly Mansion not long after a mass attack...
So I'm pretty sure that you guys noticed how publishes are getting less frequent. And maybe that I'm not talking much in the conversations in my profile. So, with a sunken heart, I have a confession;
It's getting stressful.
School has already started for me, and balancing my commitment/time for school, writing, and other activities/events is barely possible. I want to get good grades, yet also continue my passion in writing, and still be able to spend time with family and friends.
So, I will be taking a small break ((I'd rather not say 'hiatus' because saying it makes me feel sorrowful)). I'm not sure how long it will last. Days, weeks, months, maybe, but never years. I can't go without writing for that long, hahaa.. 😅
But, that's not the only thing. I'll just admit it in order to stop beating around the bush. I will be rewriting Zephyr. I will use my break in order to refurnish my OCs, and develop them to a point I feel confident enough to start over.
You're probably asking "what? Why?" And my answer is this: Many of my OCs make me feel.. kind of confused. The designs make me feel unsatisfied. The names are puzzling. There are tears and holes in the fabric of backstories and development.
A few comments and my own reflection inspired me to decide this, but in case you find any of those comments, please, I beg you, do not harass them or blame them for something I brought upon myself. It's my fault that I do things before focusing on others, and leave things unfinished. I have no ill intent or resentment towards people who helped me realize the mistakes I have done.
I will be leaving Zephyr on Wattpad, but I will stop publishing chapters under that story. I will mark it as old, and I will advise others to not read it unless for nostalgic purposes. When I do eventually publish the first chapter of the rewrite, I will announce it on both my profile and on another chapter after this one.
I apologize to those who have just started writing Zephyr, who are now confused why the story only ended a quarter of how long I wanted it to be. And to those who swore commitment to reading it, as well.
I thank @ArccArt-_- for being the first comment on the very first published chapter.
I thank @Nikoru-Osaki for being so committed, for being so dedicated to read every chapter as soon as they come out, for being a friend I met along the way of writing this story.
I thank every single of my ten followers, for showing their support and being a reminder that I can still keep going.
And finally, I thank my readers, for giving me motivation when I needed it the most. All of my 522 engaged readers, I thank you for believing in me. I thank you for being alongside me in this journey, for being the most unique flowers in my garden of peace. You all are probably the sweetest people I've encountered online! Sometimes, I wonder if seeing all of those votes and comments were part of a dream.
To mark my farewells, here is a final fragment of Fukurō's soon-to-be old design— Kazekachi Fukurō in Season 4's new artstyle:
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You will probably see me comment under other talented author's KNY OC stories, so let's make it a hunt. Whoever finds me first, reply under my comment saying whatever you'd like ((something appropriate, I mean)), and Ill reply back, with a genuine response that I hope will make you smile.
Thank you all. I cannot thank you guys enough. I don't even know what to say. So, I guess this goodbye for now. I'll see you all on the flip side!
((🎩🐻🐤🐰🦊 ??!))
You are all amazing, and I appreciate you so, so, so much that I cannot even put it into words.
