the summer i turned beautiful [l.t]

Chapter 44 -- Reality

Liz's POV

I didn't know what to even think or say or do. I'm pregnant. What's the chance? We only had sex for one time and now I'm pregnant. How come I can never win the lottery but then again I get pregnant after my first time.

I remained silent. This is was too much for me to handle. There was a child inside of me, growing each and every day. I'm gonna be a mother. That means Louis is the father. This can't be happening. This will ruin us. This is gonna ruin Louis's career. What if he leaves me? What if he leaves his career for me? I can't let that happen. 

It all made sense now. The throwing up, the mood swings, the endless headaches, the cravings. Everything was a piece of the whole puzzle.

"Liz, you okay?" Kylie broke the silence.

"I don't even know. Whether to be happy for myself or..." I questioned.

"Well, you are going to have a baby. That's for sure."

"Yeah, bu-- nevermind."

"But what? You're afraid?"

"Obviously! What 18 year is calm when they find out they're pregnant? What will my mom say? What would Louis do? Kylie, it's gonna ruin Louis' career. I'm not one of those people that will have a abortion, but if I tell Louis, it's gonna ruin him. I can't tell him."

"If I was pregnant, and told Harry, he would be estatic. If he Lou really loved you, he wouldn't mind. He's gonna be a good father, Liz."

"Well, Louis isn't Harry. What would happen to his career? He loves his job. What would happen to the band for god's sake? I can't break them up for the second time. It's horrifying."

"What ever you do, I'll support you 100%."

"Promise me one thing Kylie."

"Shoot." she blinked.

"Please don't tell Louis or the boys. Please."

She took a deep breath "Promise."

"Thanks Kylie. I love you."

"Love you too Liz."

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After Kylie lefted, the doctor told me I can leave whenever after she gives me some medicine to ease the barfing and headaches. She told me cravings and mood swings are typical and I shouldn't be surprised if I want chocolate one minute and thai food the other. 

I had to tell mum. I just had to. I leaned over the bed to grab my phone from the coffee table. I dialed Mum's number and slowly waited for the ring.

"Hello?"

"Mum?"

"Liz? Hey babe. How are you?"

"I'm good." Good. I feel like the complete opposite. "Um, I have something to tell you. And I feel really bad and I just don't feel that well to be honest."

"Liz, what's going on?" she said worrily.

"Mum," I told a deep breath. "I-i-i'm p-p-pregnant." I choked out. I didn't noticed that a river of tears were flowing out of my eyes. 

"Oh my god, congradulations!" I gasped. She seemed happy.

"M-m-mum, you aren't mad?"

"Well, I'm a bit surprised, but you and Lou seem in love, so it was bound to happen one day."

"Mum, I'm scared. I can't tell Louis. It will ruin everything."

"I'm booking the first flight to New York right now. Liz, it's typical to be scared. I was scared when I had you and Meg at such a young age. But look at you two, both of you are blossoming. You dad was estatic when I told him. If Louis did love you, he would be glad to be starting a family with you."

"I know, but I'm just afraid. I need to leave. I can't break up the band again, mum."

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SHORT UPDATE

sure to write more in the next few weeks

AND I PASSED MY DRIVING WRITTEN TEST! can i get a whatwhattttt?