the summer i turned beautiful [l.t]

Chapter 45 -- Cold

Liz's POV

I kinda just went into hiding for these last couple of weeks. I've been ignoring everyone. Mum came over for a couple days, to have calm me down.   

I just kinda accepted the fact that there was a child, my child, growing inside of me already. I was only 4 months along, and believe me, every month I seem to love my baby more and more. I've been seeing my friends more and more since, my plan has been set.   

Yeah, I have a plan. I'll be leaving for California soon. No one will find me and I will continue my life as a student at UCLA and being a single mother. I've finished school and I couldn't stop thinking about Louis. It hurted me as much to leave him this unexpectedly, but today's gonna be my last goodbye to him. He hadn't got a clue and thank god Kylie didn't tell. I was barely showing, and it was the perfect time to see Louis before my baby bump started to show.   

After leaving my dorm room that I shared with Kylie and Dani, I didn't want to leave them. Dani found out eventually since I was barfing nonstop. But Martin never really got a clue. Since Dani is leaving for Birmingham in August, and Kylie had finally made the decision to move in that bum with the curly-locks, I was alone. Kylie offered me and Dani to stay in the Hamptons with her, and we both agreed.    I was sat in the bedroom, the same bedroom, where me and Louis made up. Ironic right? I heard a knock at the door.   

"Come in," I said, I was sitting cross legged on my laptop looking over some pregnancy websites. Rather be prepared than not.   Kylie walked in with a bag of popcorn, my new craving.

"Here, Liz." She looked over my shoulder and saw the website.  

"Thanks Kylie. You know, it's not polite to look over someone's shoulder. Haha" I laughed.  

"Oh, come on! I just want him or her to get out already. I want to cuddle a baby!" She squealed, making her cheeks flow into a red blush.  

"Maybe you should ask Haz, then. You'll make beautiful babies." I offered.  

"Ugh, don't remind me of that asshole right now. I'm pissed at him." she scoffed.  

"Oh, what happened now? The carpet doesn't match the curtains?" I chuckled. They always been in quarrel over the silliest things.   

"Ew Liz! Ok I think I liked you more when you weren't pregnant and not perverted! Bad image, babe! No, but I don't know, I haven't seen him in a while and I'm just worried that..."  

"He'll cheat?" I asked and she nodded. "Babe, even though I'm hurt that you are moving in with him, I know that Harry won't do that. If he really loves you then he wouldn't do that. You're his girl."  

"I love him, Liz. But what happens if he doesn't love me back?"  

"If he didn't want to settle down with you, why the hell would he ask you to move in with him? Give me one good reason why would ask you that?"  

Kylie's eyes signaled a white flag.   

"Glad to see that you two are in love, Kylie" I winked as I munched on some popcorn.