The Pain Of The Pleasure

TWENTY-ONE - RYTH

NO...GOD, no. Not him...not them. I knew this was wrong. But I was helpless to stop it. My fist clenched in Nick's hair as I lifted my other hand to Tobias' fingers and pushed them deeper into my mouth. Warm. Salty. God, he tasted so good. I licked and moaned as that acute surge of desire slammed into me, making me cry out and shudder. Nick's tongue probed deeper, dragging every twitch of my body to the surface. I closed my eyes and dropped my hand from Tobias', letting out a deep, guttural moan.

I'd never felt like this. Not with my own fingers watching porn on the internet. This was more than I'd ever imagined. Hunger hummed inside me. And as I came down from the high, I became breathtakingly aware of what had happened. I'd crossed the line. No, we'd crossed the line, diving headlong into something I knew was wrong. I sucked in hard breaths and opened my eyes as Nick lifted his head.

His lips glistened and his honey-brown eyes were so dark they were almost amber as he smiled. "How was that, princess?" How was that? "If they find out, we are so fucked. You get that, right?" Caleb moved closer. But it wasn't his brothers he stared at as he spoke, it was me. He lowered his gaze between my legs, and there was something unholy shimmering beneath the surface as he met my eyes. "Are you going to tell them about this?" What was he asking? Did he think I was going to run and tell my mom what my stepbrother had done to me?

No, not what they had done...what I'd let them do. I was the one who let Nick push me to the bed. I was the one who took my panties off. I glanced beside me to the bed where they lay soaked and discarded...I was the one who'd spread my legs for them. "Or are you going to keep this our little secret?" I glanced back at Caleb as he dragged his teeth along his lower lip, his focus lingering between my thighs once more. "I don't know." Excitement coursed through me with the lie. I knew I wasn't going to say anything.

So did Tobias and Nick. If I was going to say something, then I would have long before now. "You going to tell, Ryth?" Caleb came closer, causing Nick to step aside. He leaned down, fisted a handful of my hair and yanked it backwards hard enough to tear a cry from my lips. "Or are you going to be our good little girl and keep our dirty secret?" My heart hammered. I was caught in this trap, confused and scared, but a big part of me wanted this.

I liked their attention, I liked the hunt...I liked to be prey. I looked at Tobias, remembering the way he'd clenched my jaw, looking at me like he wanted to choke the life from me and fuck me all at the same time. "I might...I might tell them everything. Are you going to hurt me?" "Yes," Tobias answered. "You say a word and I'll pull you down to the floor in front of everyone and fuck you senseless." My pulse raced with the words as Caleb's grip tightened on my hair until I felt the burn. "Is that what you want, Ryth? You want to be punished? You want Tobias to strip your clothes from your body and fuck you?"

Oh God... Oh God... I gave a slow, numb nod. The slow curl of Tobias' lips said it all. He hated me...and he knew I liked it. "You going to beg?" Caleb murmured. Heat bloomed between my legs. I closed my eyes as that heartbeat between my legs came alive again. "Jesus," Nick's voice was husky. "She's gonna make me come." I opened my eyes, unable to hide my shame any longer.

Then Caleb let my hair go and pushed my legs wider. "Good girl." He slipped his finger along my crease, then inside me. "You're going to be a very good girl indeed." First Tobias. Then Nick. Now Caleb helped himself to my body. "The wedding..." Tobias warned. "You have until then to get out of this."

Then he turned and strode from the room, leaving Caleb to slide his finger free. I looked up into his gaze. He was the eldest...he was the one who was supposed to control everyone else, and here he was...controlling me. "Best be careful." Caleb rose, clenching his wet finger into his fist, then stepped away, bending at the last minute to grab my wet panties from the bed. "I don't think you realize what you're in for." He walked out, leaving Nick to stare down at me. "I...I just came for my laptop."