You Go Insane

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Requested by YourCasualCat!

The reader loses their mind, and their friend finds out.

Some parts are inspired by my schizophrenia scenario.

Uzi-
She saw you huddled in the corner muttering to yourself, but she didn't think that made you 'crazy' per se, at least, not until she saw you staring right through her, as if she wasn't there.
She'd grow concerned and just try her best to keep an eye on you and make sure that you didn't put yourself/others in danger.

N-
It had been quite the rough time getting used to everything again after the battle with Cyn, so he didn't really question it when you would leave for hours at a time to your room - he just wanted you to be happy and figure out things for yourself. Eventually, he came to check on you. It was for something unrelated, like the anime Uzi was introducing him to, but he saw you huddled in a pile of papers and even strands of hair, and the look on your face was wild and emaciated.
He'd give you a worried look and hold your arm/touch your shoulder whenever he thought something wasn't right, but after a while, you were never the same again... just a delirious mess that laughed at everything..

V-
She noticed that you had seemed off lately but didn't question it; over time, it began to trouble her, and so she asked you what was wrong, surprised when you started to laugh. It became apparent that you weren't even processing what she was saying and that you were instead distant, somewhere else. She tried to ask again, and then she told you that you were acting off, and she saw the crazed look in your eye, and it told her everything she needed to know. Your mind couldn't take it anymore and simply broke.
She wouldn't leave your side, and she'd sometimes get angry with herself for allowing it to happen, especially when you started babbling incoherent nonsense.

J-
You were always weird to her, so she wouldn't notice if you got weirded, right? As it turns out, she did. Instantly. She confronted you after some time and was taken aback when you didn't even respond to her, instead whispering some strange things and looking past her. She no longer existed in your mind, and she knee it, but it hurt to actually see it for herself.
She would be extremely protective of you and not let you leave her at any point in time.

Thad-
He noticed that you had become more withdrawn and raggedy-looking. Your hair became wild, your eyes held bags, and your clothes became dirty and worn. He tried not to talk about it but couldn't help himself and asked, put off when you explained that there are things in your house.
He'd enter and see nothing while you freaked out about hands crawling into your bedroom or the eyes that stared at you on the cardboard boxes or even the figure in your closet.
He would hold your hand whenever you began to wander off(physically or mentally), and he would always be worried about you, causing his performance in school to tank.

Doll-
She'd watch as you hung out with her less and less, and deep down, she wondered if it had been because of what happened at Prom. Had she ruined everything between you? She really hoped not. She found her answer soon enough as she heard a loud shattering of glass and saw you giggling and swaying about erratically(think about Maka vs. Crona in Soul Eater). You were completely out of it, and she knew it. There were tons of things that happened, but that was the one incident that stuck out to her the most.
She would try her best to be reassuring, even though she wasn't that good at it, and she would hold your arm whenever you began to wander off. If she didn't like someone, she'd send your delirious self after them.

Lizzy-
You'd asked her to turn the TV off, but it was already off, and she got worried when you complained about the static, especially when you'd be adamant about it and she showed you that it was off. You disappeared into another room, and she checked on you, but you were sitting in a random spot, crying and laughing at the same time. She didn't even know how to respond, and she certainly wasn't going to tell anyone else about it, so she just sat with you as you cycled through every possible emotion.
When you were done, you were shaking violently, and your eyes darted around constantly.
She'd just hold you close to her whenever it seemed like it was about to happen again.

Cyn-
This one may be a bit unrealistic, and I hope this isn't offensive to anyone.

It started off as a few odd requests here and there. "Could I please have a hand? Could I have a shoe?" It didn't concern her. Then she walked into your room and saw you giggling to yourself and holding up a wrench, literally trying to pull a Frankenstein. Of course, she was amused, and she watched. Later, though, it wasn't as fun as she anticipated. It was more fun(to her).
You weren't just trying to pull a Frankenstein. You just had an obsession with taking drones apart while they were still alive and substituting certain pieces to see if they would still be active. It was sick and evil, to say the least, but Cyn found it entertaining.

Khan-
It was a slow and gradual thing, but it broke his heart all the same. When he had first met you, you were among the most collected drones he knew, and yet... as time passed, he saw you devolve into lunacy. Random scribbles would appear on papers that hung up on your wall, just as Nori had done, and you would giggle to yourself in some moments but scream at the wall in others. He was reliving everything all over again, and he didn't know how to deal with it.

Tessa-
She noticed that you had become more stressed, but she didn't understand the full extent of just how stressed you were. She didn't know you would stay up late at night, worried about the things that weren't even there.
Finally, one night, she went to see how you were doing, and she saw little homemade traps you had made(it was literally just box cutters lining the door and strings all over the floor to trip intruders), and she grew concerned. She then saw you huddled up in your bed, shaking violently and sobbing, screaming at her to "Stop chasing me(you)"
She'd sit with you and try to calm you down so that you could get some rest, but sometimes, there would be moments where nothing helped, and you were an absolute wreck.

Alice-
Honestly, in the facility, who isn't crazy?

Much like Alice did, you grew unstable in your time holed up in the facility, and it led you to become irrational and defiant. You no longer took orders, and you once tried to eat the door.
You'd be calm some days, though, as you felt a sense of comradery with Alice.

Nori-
You had been one of the most collected drones she knew, just like in the situation with Khan, and you devolved into madness, becoming a nervous wreck at moments that were entirely calm and otherwise normal, and becoming wobbly and giggly at the most dangerous of moments.
She'd try her best to be comforting, but she knew that she sucked at it, and it showed.

Yeva-
TW for self-harm.

She had seen you pull your hair out on more than one occasion when you became stressed, and you'd start crying sometimes for no visible reason, so she caught on quite quickly that things weren't as they should be. You'd violently shake when she asked what was wrong, and she'd pull you into a hug, telling you that everything would be okay.

I hope I did okay with this. My sleep schedule's nonexistent, and it makes me have writing errors.

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