Beneath the Blazer (A Sebtana Fanfiction)

Chapter Twelve: Take You Higher

I woke up in the morning tangled in the sheets, I looked over to see Beth laying in between the blanket and the mattress and her girlfriend, Elyssa on top of her legs. Though they were both naked, they looked peaceful.

I looked around the room, recalling last night. Clothes strewn around on the floor, tables crooked, sheets thrown askew. It was unlike anything I'd experienced before, I forgot about Sebastian.

Until now.

I looked around in Elyssa's purse, searching desperately for one more blunt when I found it. I grabbed it and a lighter and walked to the bathroom, staring at myself in the mirror.

My hair was a mess, there were dark circles under my eyes that resembled shadows and my lipstick was smudged everywhere. I lit the blunt and inhaled it, my head swirled as I thought about the night before.

The sheets were smooth, we walked into my bedroom giggling from the drugs we had done before we left the club. They were Elyssa's, I knew they were safe. Even if they weren't, if they helped me forget about Sebastian and that's all I needed, just for one night.

Everything was how I left it, but my vision was blurring what was right and what was wrong.

This was wrong but I did not care, I needed release. I felt a hand on my lower back, turning to face Beth who smiled gently "Are you sure this is what you want?"

I nodded. Though I was fighting back tears it almost didn't matter, Beth was touching me like she cared. I kissed her again, feeling myself getting wet, I guided Beth down my jaw as I moaned we headed to the bed, Elyssa started to undo my dress and flung it off. She touched me, inserting two of her slender fingers into me, rubbing. Beth was still kissing me, sucking on my collarbone, I didn't even care if it would leave a hickey where her lips were.