The training camp had been worrying me for weeks because I just didn't know how I would get through it all alone without my friends. My friends are in the Future branch and traveled to Amsterdam separately from us for the first time this year. I had a lot of trouble finding a suitable room, as the four other girls in my class went into a triple room together and didn't ask me even once what was going on with me.
I was lucky that Mr. Jäger helped me, and because I got along quite well with the girls from the fourth grade, he organized a suitable option for me with them. Since there are exactly four of them, it was of course very difficult for me to really connect. But they really made an effort to include me and were very nice to me.
I managed to handle each training session quite well every time. Ms. Angermann praised me at breakfast once for actually eating something and then also for eating so much fruit. I had problems last year with consistently eating due to personal reasons. On one hand, I was glad that she was worried, and thus relieved. But on the other hand, I could have lost it, since I managed to get something to eat on my own, and then such a stupid comment from her comes up. Last year we also talked about it, and the teachers forced me to eat something.
During the week, I always video chatted with my friends in the evenings, which at least brought me some laughter.
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