Flashback
Jennie's POV
Same as usual I woke up naked with Lisa next to me, but nothing happened.
Who would have thought that this ass hole best friend of mine don't dare to take advantage of me?
If you only knew how addicted to sex Lisa is, you would really think that she would fuck me too but no, Lisa respects me so much that even if I am naked in front of her she can look at me without malice.
"Good morning Nini." i feel soft every time she calls me with this endearment.
I smiled at her and I was shocked when she pulled to hug me and my body stiffened at the unexpected interaction .
Oh god I'm used to her hugging me and seeing me naked but I'm not used to hugging her while I'm naked.
"Lisa, I'm naked." I pushed her away.
"When did you learn to be uncomfortable in my arms? and excuse me, even if you spread your legs in my face, I won't fuck you." I know she said it playfully but I was secretly hurt.
Yes, I will admit that I like Lisa. no wrong, I love her but she doesn't see me being her girlfriend, she loves me as her best friend nothing else.
I fell in love with her because of the way she takes care of me and the way she respects me that she doesn't do with other women.
I will also admit that I wish that even just once, she would be able to take advantage of me or disrespect me, maybe that would be the reason for her to fall in love with me, but that never happened and i hate it.
What I heard yesterday really made my blood boil, I know that she fucks random girls at school but it was the first time I heard her casually talking about it yesterday and it hurts me.
I was so upset every time she didn't listen to me when I told her to stop doing that kind of thing, I really lost my mood to be with her, but I had no choice, I didn't want to ruin her birthday so I ignored the pain I was feeling.
I hate that she is acting so sweet when she's with me, sometimes other people think that we are in a relationship because she never been clingy to others.
Yes she fucks them, but she doesn't want anyone clinging to her other than me and it confuses me .
"Hey are you ok?" I came back to my senses when I heard his worried voice.
" and you think I will agree to you fucking me? in your dreams." She chuckled and I rolled my eyes to hide the sharp pain I was feeling right now.
Sometimes I feel conscious of myself, aren't I that attractive that she's not even interested even if I'm naked in front of her? God i don't know what to do anymore.
I took my shirt that was folded on the side table and put it on. She hugged me again and I let her.
"My wish on my birthday is for both of us, that our friendship we'll never change. Honestly, you're the only person besides my mom that I trust, Nini, please stay with me, i promise i will take good care of you." I feel touched by what she said and at the same time disappointed.
She really only thinks of me as her friend and I think this is the sign that I need to move on.
There are some students who shows the interest in me and Hyunji is one of them, I can say that if I give someone a chance it will be her.
Hyunji is beautiful, sweet and has a strong sex appeal, she also attracts a lot of students I've noticed her before but I feel like everything became invisible when I met Lisa, you know the feeling that all my attention is on her?
Lately I noticed that she and Lisa have a lot in common, how she treats me and her protective gesture towards me. I think the only difference is, Hyunji has a good reputation, she is not like Lisa who plays with the feelings of girls who like her.
Every one at school knows that she likes me and she makes me feel it, but because I am blinded with my love for Lisa, I was ignoring that.
I think it's time to turn my attention to others, I'm already done by the hope that Lisa will love me back.
"Nini." She called me out of my thoughts again.
I smiled and caressed her cheek. I really adore this woman, it's just sad that she doesn't see me the way I see her. My thoughts.
"Happy birthday, Lili, I don't have anything material to give you on your birthday, but you can expect that I will try to make your wishes come true, no matter what, our friendship will never change. I will try my best to stay with you as long as i can." I said sincerely making her smile.
It hurts but I think acceptance is the key so I can move forward.
We stayed in a hugging position until I decided to go to the bathroom for my morning hygiene but before I could close the door Lisa called me.
"Nini, I won't mind if you use my toothbrush again." She teased me and I suddenly remembered that I used her toothbrush because my toothbrush fell in the toilet and because I vomited last night, I didn't want to sleep with the smell of vomit in my mouth so I used her toothbrush.
"I was drunk last night but now i'm not." I rolled my eyes before I went to my bag and took the extra toothbrush.
I was stupid for the part that I didn't remember that I had an extra toothbrush in my bag.
"Can I use it after you ?" She laughed and I was really annoyed now and my hangover didn't help to stop being rude.
"Stop laughing." I warned her before I slammed the bathroom door.
Lisa's POV
I held back my laughter when I saw that Jennie was serious, I knew I was in trouble with that look.
The rest of the morning I didn't dare to tease her because the only thing I want today is to be with her.
After answering my mom's call, it was right that Jennie got out of the elevator and I immediately opened the car door for her, when I went to the driver's seat, I thought she would ignore me again but she didn't.
" Lili." I smiled, I really like when this cat becomes soft spoken.
"yes, Nini?" I started the engine and drive.
"What do you think about the idea of me giving Hyunji a chance?" She said casually.
I know that there are many who like Jennie, at school and I always keep telling her to give them a chance, but she always says that she is not ready yet and believe it or not, I am happy that she is finally showing interest.
I honestly like Hyunji for her, she is very considerate that she talked to me before she confessed her feelings to Jennie, and I warned her that if she hurt Jennie, I won't think twice about beating her up.
Since she talked to me, I watched her every move and I proved that her good reputation at school is genuine, she really didn't play around and she was serious about my friend.
"I don't seem to sense that Hyunji has any bad intentions, but expect me to beat her up if she hurts you, Nini." I chuckled.
"Really?" She frowned
"Why not? I also want you to be happy Nini and maybe having a girlfriend is the way for you not to stress about my sex life." I smile at her.
"I have no intention of stopping you from having sex, Lisa, all I want is for you to settle down with a woman. I'm worried that you might get sick from what you're doing." she sounds like my mom.
"See, you really need to have a girlfriend or boyfriend so we don't have this argument anymore." I shrugged and she couldn't do anything but roll her eyes and keep quiet.
End of flashback
