BTSFF Mafia Brothers (Please love me)

I'm sorry

A/n's POV

Jungkook, Jimin and Taehyung stood by their car waiting patiently for Y/n, at least Jungkook was, the other two were not having it they wanted to leave the poor girl. Jungkook kept on trying to calm them down, he had been worried about Y/n ever since lunch but he didn't go to her because he didn't want anyone to know they are siblings, as per Y/n's request.

 After a few minutes Jungkook spotted Y/n walking towards them walking towards them with her head hung low. Jungkook was the first to notice her, he gave her a sweet smile, but she didn't return it and just continued walking, she was sure that if she so much as move a muscle in her face, her tap would break and her tears would flow and the last thing she needs right now is them viewing her as weak, She wouldn't mind Jungkook seeing her crying as much as she would mind Jimin and Taehyung seeing her in a vulnerable state, they would for sure make fun of her and bully her for it.

(PS: They park their car behind the school)

"Sorry for keeping you guys waiting, I had some extra stuff to do," Y/n said in a low hoarse voice that cracked at the end

Odd, Jungkook thought as he observed her appearance, her hair was messy, her jacket buttons were undone, her shoulders were sagging as her bag hung lossy on them, her eyes were droopy, and her lip was slightly bruised from all the biting she had done trying to stop her tears while in the bathroom stall

"Are you okay?" he asked worriedly looking at her, but she just nods and walks into the car's back seat

"Bitch," Jimin said and got into the front seat, Taehyung also got in and sat behind with Y/n but both of them sat as far away as physically possible from each other, Jimin and Taehyung were glaring at her the entire ride, Jungkook kept glancing at her from time to time through the rare view mirror, Y/n on the other hand was just starting out the window into nothingness, yes her eyes were open but it was clear that her mind was lost and she was in another world.

Soon they arrived at the mansion, Y/n immediately jumped out of the car and ran inside

"Something is wrong," Jungkook whispered

"Yeah, with her mentality, rude bitch," Taehyung said

"Hyung please don't say that about her," Jungkook said to his Huyngs

"She has blinded you so bad Kookie, but don't worry we'll protect you from her trap," Jimin said, causing Jungkook to sigh as he runs after Y/n. Y/n ran inside, up the stairs and was heading towards her room when she was suddenly scooped off her feet and twirled around like a princess. On any other occasion she would laugh and giggle. But today wasn't one of those days.

The person spinning her stopped and placed her back down, y/n was looking down the entire time,

"Baby what's wrong?" and then it broke. Jin panicked as she suddenly started crying, he was about to hug her but she ran away into her room and locked the door behind her before he could stop her. Jin stood there dumbfounded,

"What just happened? did I do something wrong?" he mumbled to himself, he walked over to her door and gently knocked.

"Y/n baby are you okay?" Silence

 "Did I do something wrong?" Silence

" I didn't hurt you did I?" Silence

"Baby Please talk to Oppa," Still silence. It was killing Jin, his motherly instincts were now on

"C-could I please be alone Oppa?" her voice was cracked and barely audible but Jin was able to make out what she was saying

"But-" she cuts him off

"Oppa I'm fine I promise," she said but her voice was a bit louder this time 

"i just need sometime alone," As much as Jin wanted to comfort her she was a girl she needed her privacy

"Okay if you need anything I'm in the kitchen or you can call me, okay?" he spoke softly

"Okay," with that he left her, Just as he was heading downstairs he saw Jungkook run up to him Jimin and Taehyung trailing behind him calmly.

"Hyung where is she?' Jungkook asked franticly looking around for any signs of Y/n but saw no one 

"In her room, she wants to be alone so don't disturb her. You three change out of your clothes and come downstairs to help me in the kitchen," he left leaving Jungkook Jimin and Taehyung whining.

With Y/n

I finally broke, I couldn't look at Jin Oppa and ran to my room I locked the door behind me, Leaning my back against it I quickly cupped my hands against my mouth to muffle my sobbing,

 " God why? Why is this world so cruel? I didn't do anything wrong all I ask for is peace, why can't you give me that? Did I do anything wrong to you? You took my Appa (Not her real dad and not Mr. Kim you'll find out who he is as the story goes on) away from me, I'm grateful for Mr. Kim but sometimes I miss him. What am I even saying no matter how much I plead you never listen to me," 

A/n's POV

She walked away from the window and into her bathroom, she filled the bathtub with cold water, she picked up a bottle of sleeping pills and swallowed ten of them then she entered the cold bath shivering a bit as the cold water made contact with her skin. 

She laid in the tub, her face just a bit above the water, she sat there in tears until the pills started to kick in, she picked up the knife that was laying beside her placing the sharp edge on her wrist and took a deep breath before cutting into her vein, blood started flowing out the knife fell out of her hand and she slowly closed her eyes.

"I'm sorry,"

To be continued...............................................