Swallow your pride

A difficult conversation

Sebastian PoV

"Okay, let's get to the point. What did you want to talk about?" Sebastian asked bluntly.
Ominis paced the pavement of the Undercroft nervously. "Sebastian, I promised you that I wouldn't tell Yara anything about my father's twisted plan so that she wouldn't be affected. At the same time, we agreed that we are in this together and we will consult everything together before we do anything." he added, walking closer to Sebastian. "So explain to me why you convinced Yarra to run away with you! What the fuck was that supposed to be?" he shouted at him.
Sebastian flinched at the sound of Ominis' raised voice, his eyes widening. He had known this conversation was coming, but that didn't make it any easier.
"Listen, I-" he stuttered, trying to find the right words. "I know we had an agreement, but I thought I could help Yarra. Get her away from whatever danger your father or Carter put her in." He paused for a moment, looking at Ominis' stern expression, before adding, "I had good intentions, I swear."
"Of course! Because running away and not thinking about the consequences is the best solution! Are you crazy?" Ominis pointed a finger at his head to underline his statement.
Sebastian flinched again, feeling the sting of Ominis' words. He knew he had been impulsive, and in hindsight, his plan was probably far from perfect. But at the time, he had truly believed he was doing what was best for Yarra. "I..." he faltered, his voice quiet. "I just wanted to help her, alright? I didn't think it through completely, but I really did want to do right by her."

"And didn't you think to discuss it with me first? I would immediately tell you that it's bullshit!" Ominis sighed and continued. "My father cannot escape.
If even his henchmen didn't find you, he would immediately use Yarra's mother and brother to lure her back. And if that didn't work, he would kill them without mercy!"
Sebastian's eyes widened as Ominis explained the potential consequences of his actions. The reality of the situation hit him like a ton of bricks, and he felt a sense of guilt and shame wash over him.
"I... I didn't consider that," he admitted, his voice small and remorseful. "I just saw Yarra in distress and wanted to help her. I didn't think about the potential risks."
"Of course not! You never think about the consequences of your actions." Ominis retorted.

He ran a hand through his hair in frustration. "We're almost out of time and we haven't found any solution. That's why I wanted to tell you that.... I plan to do it.... my father's request. When I have the chance so... you know." Ominis finished, looking at Sebastian with concern on his face.
Sebastian's heart dropped at Ominis' words. He had an inkling of what Ominis was suggesting. "No." His voice was firm, his expression resolute. "No, you can't do it, Ominis. There has to be another way..."
"There's no other way, Sebastian! " Ominis cut him off.
Sebastian clenched his fists, trying to push down the feeling. " There has to be another solution. We can't jump to the most drastic option right away. We need to keep trying, keep searching for other possibilities."

"It's over! We're going home for Christmas in three days, and if I don't give my father proof that I've ... make it, then she's dead! Got it?" Ominis closed his eyes and placed his joined palms on his forehead. After a moment of silence he continued. "I'm not asking your permission. I just wanted to let you know it's going to happen."
Sebastian felt a mixture of anger and frustration at Ominis' words, but deep down, he also felt a sense of helplessness. He knew Ominis was right, but the thought of him being with Yarra... it hurt. He clenched his jaw, trying to compose himself before responding. "I understand," he said through gritted teeth. "But I don't have to like it. And I won't stop looking for another solution until the very end."

Yarra Pov

Yarra was sitting on the couch in front of the fireplace in the Slytherin common room. She was reading a book while waiting for the boys. A familiar voice pulled her out of the plot. "Hi Yarra." Liam, who had a suitcase with him, greeted her. Yarra closed her book and stood up, taking a step back.
"Please don't worry. I only came to say goodbye to you." he said pointing to his suitcase. "I was finally released from the hospital wing and since I was excluded, I am leaving for the Christmas holidays a little earlier." he smiled sadly. Yarra looked at him with fear. After what he did to her, what he wanted to do to her, she wanted nothing to do with him. "What do you want Liam?" she asked him coldly.