I was searching for a man.
You showed me a boy.
I was searching for a lover.
And you filled in the void.
I was searching for a hand to hold.
But you wandered and you strayed.
I was searching for someone to bare my soul to.
You listened but turned away.
I was searching for a ride or die.
My person till the end.
But I caught you in a lie so you gave me your contrition.
I was searching for all the little pieces of me that I've surrendered along the way.
Instead I found that loneliness was desolate and grey.
-fever_sleep
