[DAILY UPDATES] my weight loss diary!! (2024)

school trip! (10/11/24)

heyy its been a week or so... i have not been consistent :///

im back at like 138-9 ish lbs as of this morning... it's like whenever i get close to my goals i give up like why did i let myself go as soon as i hit my first gw of 135??

im going on a school trip to washington in only FOUR days and we're all really excited to go to the US!! here's the issue though: my friends are all super excited to go visit some exclusively american stores, ie. crumbl cookies, target, and BRANDY MELVILLE

i've seen all the brandy scandals and debates online, and although their clothes ARE super cute, i do nottt think i would fit into ANYTHING ;-;

or if i do it would look terrible bc i can technically fit into a small but most of my clothes are a medium, and some are even a men's xl because i like my hoodies oversized haha

sooo yeah im rly nervous about that, but the good thing is throughout the 5 day trip we have to buy our own lunch/dinner, so i can probably get away with skipping *some* meals and just having unhealthy stuff in moderation??

alsooo im gonna be sharing a hotel room with 1-2 of my friends so i won't have any place to binge in secret!! which is good ofc

so yeah ill see if i can get back down to 135 before our trip on tuesday <33 wish me luck I GOT THIS!!