Fallen. {lutexadam}

🦆Chapter 6🦆

(Adams pov)

Lucifers home and everyones in the lobby.
I watch lute as she is telling azarae a bit about heaven.
Who wouldve known shes good with kids.
I'm just..an idiot.
Vanessa walks up to lute and they start talking.
Shit.
The conversation goes on for a while, sebastian ends up sitting next to me on the sofa and coloring.
I think he is a lot like lucifer.
Hes closed off and quiet but if you really get to know him he's a sweet person.
I will never admit that out loud.

She looks up at me and I look at her for a moment longer before tilting my head towards the hallway and walking that way.
Once I'm down the hall I turn and look at the much shorter girl standing there looking at me.
For once I wanna understand her feelings.
She looks hurt.
And it's probably my fault..
"I missed you."
"If you really missed me you would've reached out." She says, her tone cold but her voice wobbly.
"I'm sorry. I don't know why I didn't."
"Maybe you were to busy living it up inside that sinner."
"Lute.."
"I mean really, what did I expect? You did it up in heaven daily. Maybe I just.." she looks down her voice going quiet. "Hoped you'd changed."
"Please listen to me."
"Why should I listen to you?"
She looks back up at me and I can see tears beginning to form in her yellow eyes.
I dont know what to say.
Or how to feel.
Everything I do I fuck up.
Fuck it.
I grab her arm and pull her close.
Hugging her tightly.
She doesn't move.
She doesn't say anything.
She just stays there.
Her head rested against my chest.
Those tears in her eyes finally escaping as she cries in my arms.
And I hold her.
Silence and all.
I just hold her as all those built up feeling release.
She punches me a few times..I deserve it.
But I don't let go.