I'm the Queen Dammit! ...And That Makes You My Dirty Little Secret

How my attaction towards my butler got the best of me

Mariska's POV

I waited until I knew Kelli was gone to go to my study. Sure, I was feverish, little loopy, and dizzy, but I couldn't sleep. I sat down in my chair, staring at the documents on my desk. And I began to work.

I sensed a presence and looked up. "Mistress."

"Wha- how did you know I was here?" I asked, flustered.

"You seem to have forgotten that my room is on the same floor, and this place has some insanely squeaky floors."

"Can't I just work?" I said, looking at her leaning against a chair in front of my desk.

"You need to sleep."

I groaned, slumping down in my seat. "But I can't sleep."

She looked at me with disbelief. "What will it take?"

"Excuse me?"

"What will it take?" She repeated.

"I don't know..."

She walked over to me, and picked me up.
"What are you doing?" I asked, not that I didn't enjoy it.

"Taking you to your bedroom," she said, Pulling me closer so she wouldn't drop me.

"What if I don't want to go?" I challenged, wrapping my arms around her neck jokingly.

"By the looks of it, you don't want me to put you down."

I grunted in defeat, resting my head in her shoulder. She pushed my door open with her side. She put me down but I didn't let go. She was still bent down when I pulled her on top of me, her legs landing between mine.

"Sorry," she mumbled, trying to get up. I ignored it and pulled her closer, causing her to tense.

"Am I making you uncomfortable?"

"No, just surprised."

My arm lingered away from her neck, hovering over her collar.

"Mistress...?"

"Yes?"

She looked at me, her hands now on my hips. "What are you doing?"

I kissed her neck lightly, "What does it look like? I'm kissing you."

"Oh... Carry on then..."

I smiled at her simplistic answer, kissing my way up her neck, against her jawline. I kissed her lips, getting a small kiss back in return.

She lowered herself down slightly, coming closer and kissing me. "I'm not hurting you, am I?"

"Stop worrying about me and kiss me dammit!"

"Only the best for my Mistress," she hummed, taking control. She pulled my hips closer, kissing me harder. I did the same for awhile until her hand lingered under my oversized shirt.

"Kelli..." I grabbed her wrist. "As much as I'm enjoying this... I'm not ready for any touching yet."

Kelli pulled away, guilt showing. "I'm sorry, I forgot..."

I sat up, looking her in the eye. "It's alright. You clearly still care. Right?" She nodded, still looking guilty. "Look at me."

She looked up slowly. "You're fine, you just forgot and got lost in the moment. I like you too, don't worry."

She smiled. "How long?"

"We've known each other for a week, maybe around four days. You?"

"Day one."