Between our worlds 🔞 (BounPrem) Omegaverse

Chapter 25

"Pao..." Boun sobbed, his voice stuttering as his hand stroked the little round belly, the feeling overwhelming him.

" I'm 5 months pregnant now...I wanted to tell you then, on that date of ours you suggested, but it never happened. I ....had to do something Hia, I didn't want our child to grow up in the mafia world and experience what you experienced as a child. I don't want to force this life on you, I know I pushed too hard. I don't want you to feel like you have to be with me now. I don't want..." Prem didn't finish, though, because Boun had just flipped him onto his back and glued his lips to his.

Boun immediately asked for input and with his hot tongue, initiated the happiest and most desperate kiss of his life. Their bodies shook just from the feeling of touching each other. They both felt the saltiness on their tongues from crying, their cheeks hot and wet with tears. Boun held Prem tightly by his cheeks with one hand, the other still resting on his stomach, making sure not to hurt the little life inside.

It was so strange for both of them, they were sad and happy at the same time. They kissed each other and they both cried. That kiss hid so many emotions from both their hearts. Their destinies were so wild, sad, dangerous, unfulfilled, empty, brave. Their relationship was a tornado. It really can't be easily understood, much less described. ( Now that's what I, as an author, want to wriggle out of the obligation to describe it intricately and explain how such a smart and good guy could fall in love with the man who caused the death of his family. ) Maybe some of you readers don't understand, but that's okay because it's not even possible. Not everything can always be explained and defended well. Sometimes people shake their heads. And they question how he or she could do such a thing. You tell yourself that you wouldn't do it. Yes, you wouldn't, they would. That's why people are inherently so interesting, they're different. They look different, they think different, they cry different, they laugh different. And these two who were now lying on the bed in a warm embrace were making love. They'd loved each other from the first moment their paths had parted in that restaurant, their hearts had just taken a long time to process it. Maybe their hearts knew it well, on the other hand, their minds had been picking it up for a long time, but eventually they admitted it to each other and the feeling won out over reason.

When they broke the most sensual and desperate and needy kiss they breathed warm air into each other's faces and their eyes looked at each other and reflected all the feelings, fears and desires they had inside them.
"Pao, unlike me you never did anything wrong, I needed a good slap from life. I...thank you so much for that, I know it took me a while to understand, but now I do. The question here isn't whether I want to be with you and our baby, it's whether you'll let me stay with you after everything I've done and how I've treated you." Boun's voice trembled as he said this, and tears fell from his eyes, falling straight down into Prem's eyes, who had tears of his own.

" I lied to you, yelled at you, .......hit you and.....and......Mix told me....he said...that it was my car that hit you that day.... Pao, how can you still love me after all this? I don't deserve to have you by my side and raise our child with you.... I'm afraid of hurting you again." Boun sobbed, shaking all over.

" Hia I can't answer you.....um...I...just love you and that's it. We don't live in a world where glitter butterflies fly and roses don't have thorns. Our world, and now I can say our world...is predatory, fast and dangerous. I'm not an ordinary Omega, and you're not the owner of a candy store. You're a mobster, and I've become the leader of a rival gang that I've turned into a vast network of interconnected businesses. I'd say our story from the beginning wasn't a classic love story, but a crazy tornado we fell into. Hia, you have no idea how much I've needed you these past few months, it's been hard and painful for me." Prem sobbed, and Boun suddenly realized how his Omega must have suffered because Omega needed to feel his Alpha while pregnant. And Prem was still his Omega, he still had a valid marking on his neck and had to endure the pain alone. Because Boun was a blinded jerk who was drowning in alcohol.
"Pao, so you'll let me be with you and the baby?" Boun asked desperately.