⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️ some specific pictures and descriptions of violence during the whole story⚠️
They nearly did it. Stray Kids, one of the most well known gangs of the world. Shortly before finishing another job of their company, Jisung get's cough...
I could walk with Minho's help, and when we reached the living room, I could almost walk on my own. The boys were sitting on the couch and talking about me. They all hugged me and looked a little less pale after some time. They worried about me as I, again, slept for a whole day.
"It was sick. Seeing you there, crouching on the bed. I'm so glad Innie and Changbin found the location of Wooyoungs phone."
"Don't remind me of that bastard. Just seing him there, standing between us and you, Jisung,...I still can't beleive it was real..." Changbin really looked done. Betrayed, by one of his best and closest friends.
"Guys, it's over. It'll take some time to process that, but we did it!" Felix tried to brighten up the mood again. I thanked him silently, he understood the smile I gave him. "Are you hungry Hyung? Or should we watch a movie?"
"I'd like something distracting, but keep the food away from me please..."
Thinking back at the poisoned ramen made me freeze, but after Seungmin shook me carefully, the bad thoughts flew away and we cuddled up under blankets and pillows to watch 'Barbie' in the living room. Felix and I cried, but the others cuddled it out and gave us a box of tissues each.
When it was over, they started an animated movie. I was dozing off, but the music revealed that it had to be 'My Friend Totoro'.
Before I fell asleep, Minho caressed my head while whispering 'I love you Sungie, sleep well' and I did fell in the deepest and best sleep since I don't know when.
Though, after what felt like seconds, someone shook me quite violently. I opened my eyes, but instead of Minho and Chan I looked up into the frightened face of San.
"Hey Jisung! Wake up god damn, how can you sleep so deeply?...Heyy, you're awake!"
"Wh-what is it? S-san?"
"You were talking in your sleep. And you asked for Minho and seemed extremely stressed. I thought you were having a nightmare. You slept for a whole nother day and a few minutes ago started crying, so..."
"Thanks... It was so kind of you to wake me up."
"...Was it wrong?"
"YES IT WAS!" He jumped back and looked at me in great shock, I could care less though. Also Wooyoung and Yeosang woke up because of my burst out. Woo came to us and asked what the fuck was going on. He shut up the moment he saw me balling my eyes out.
The more I remembered my dream, the sadder I became. "T-this dream was the first time I saw the others in three weeks, you know? It felt real... and I remember it..."
The knowledge of my whole dream being nothing more than a fantasy or a wish ripped me appart. They could do nothing more than to watch me. I am thankful though, I don't know what I would have tried to do to them, if the disturbed me. After a long time, Woosan sat there beside me and talked while I calmed down. The energy I had left was used up and I had way to less water inside my body to cry any longer.
A few last tears crawled down my cheeks, but I wiped them away. We fell into an awkward silence, since mine cought their attention, until another of their dumb thoughts shared itself with me, without them caring how I'd receive their words.
"... Hey, it's 5 a.m. right now. And it's Friday. We aren't supposed to tell you, but we'll meet your boys this evening."
"Are you kidding me right now?!"
"Not at all. Just a few more hours, and you'll be home. Then you'll see Minho and the others again."
"Don't- Don't say it like that..." I cried out. My face lit up for a moment, which made them smile a little, but then I remembered...
"You're saying this to make me feel better, so I normally do... B-but at the same time, you are one part of the reason I had to wait so long..."
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