I'm well aware of all those unbearable pain, torture and suffering that you had to bear,
still I've always seen you, wearing a fake smile with some faded drops of tears...I know you're being too hurt and betrayed,
but "you're the reason"- that's what you said?I can feel your pain, your wounds, your suffering and your aches, but,
when you blamed me for being guilty, I didn't even know, how to react to this...Did I ask you to give me birth, or
to love, or to care, or to bring me up?
whenever I've raised these questions,
you've only made me shut up...Seeing your heart-aching situation,
my anxiety and stress only worsen,
where all I consider you is- 'my whole world', while for you, I'm just a- 'burden'...I was busy healing your broken heart while, you're busy breaking me piece by piece,
how hilarious it is, that the one who made my life so chaotic, is the one who can be my only peace...You're my strength and you're my weakness,
you're the solution to all my problems and you're the one who gave me all the stress...you're the one who understands me so well, but in front of you I've to think before I speak,
I know you love me way too much but, your too much love has become too toxic...I agree that you don't deserve all these, but I'm guilty that's not true,
I don't know if I should hate myself,
for how much I still love you!~khushicreates
13 October, 2024Toxic parents- one of the biggest nightmares that any child could have.
It's like something that can change the whole personality, mental state as well as physical state of an individual.
What kind of person anyone could be, depends on how they're being raised, in what environment, with which kind of nurturing.
It might seems like a bare minimum problem but it decides the whole future being of one's.
Sigmund Freud, a psychologist, explained about these childhood traumas in detail, in his work "The principles of psychology."
He explained that every minute experience of childhood trauma can come up in the form of nightmares, and, the cause of stress,depression and anxiety.
No one deserves such toxic environment.
Each and every child is like the delicate seeds and in order to bloom like a beautiful flower,
they need tender touch of love, care and sunshine;
not the darkness and the gloom!
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