Just in a day

RIVAAN

I have no idea how a total stranger can become the most important person to me in just a day.
‘Sometimes blaming yourself might feel better as it looks like it  lessen the pain by replacing it with guilt but it doesn't, the pain is still  there and the only thing you can do is feel it,’ How does she has the ability to tell me the things i'm feeling, the feelings i never accepted. How can she mend all my broken pieces by holding me? The agony that I had been carrying for 7 years vanished in her arms. She felt like home , the home which was lost, the home that made me whole, the home that made me feel.
I pulled away from her slowly and kissed her forehead and just held her like that for a minute. She caressed my warm face with her cold finger and asked,
‘How are you feeling’?
‘Better than I was feeling in these seven years, thank you T, you make everything better, you make everything perfect’.
She smiled as she pulled away and put her head on my shoulder and said,
"Glad i could help and i don't make anything perfect, with you every moment is perfect.’
We sat there in silence for a while, just admiring each other's presence and soon realised it was dawn.
‘Have you ever been in love? I know you have dated but have you ever loved anyone?  She asked, looking at the sunset.
‘Yes’ I replied, to which she said ‘oh okay’. Maybe she was expecting a different answer but didn't want to lie and especially not to her.
‘Have you’? I asked
‘Nope, until falling in love with a fictional character counts’. She laughed.
‘Who was it?’
‘You tell me yours first’. She sat up straight facing me.
‘Fictional or real’?
‘Both’ She replied
‘Nope, You can only have one’. I said.
‘umm , okay, rea-’.
‘Vanessa Doofenshmirtz, from Phineas and Ferb’. I said cutting her off.
‘Hey, that's not fair I was going to ask  you about the real one’. She was annoyed
‘Really?I thought you said 'fictional’.
‘Since when does rea-, sound like fictional Rivaan? She turned away from me.
I couldn't stop myself from laughing, I tried pulling her into my direction but she didn't budge, ‘I'm sorry T’. I laughed.
‘How can you laugh, I'm not talking to you’. She shrugged.
‘Okay i will tell you’
She turned towards me with the biggest smile, she put her hands on her face and said, ‘Ready go’.
‘Not now’. ‘What kind of a name is notnow, was she from your international high-class school?’ She said and trust me i have no idea how she can look so cute while being so confused.
‘T, no, Not.. Now, I’ll tell you after some time’. I laughed
‘Well i dont have alot of time.’ She looked pissed this time.
‘I will tell you at the next place i promise, please don't be mad, we have this whole day okay? We have time.’ I said.
She said okay and got up and moved at the end of the road bumper, so that she could see the river up close.
She still seemed a little upset over me not telling who was the person i was in love with. This was silly because she should know by now that it’s her. I love her. I'm in love with her.