Differences.

Chapter ten

"If you were to be an animal what would you be" Dwayne randomly asked me.

I staring ahead and thought about it

"A Cheetah"

"Why" he asked smirking

"So I can run fast, I know cheetahs are fierce and aggressive but I feel if I were to be a cheetah I can run away from what I'm scared of instead of facing it"

"I hear you" he smiled at me as I watched him get his tattoo done.

I didn't have any lessons today but just to hand in coursework so I offered to go to the tattoo shop with Dwayne, he wanted to get a tattoo done across his chest with it saying 'God I trust' in big italics.

"When you’re done with your tattoo I have to go and meet someone if that's okay"

"Please don't go I love having you around Fems"

"I'll text you the details for my sister party on Saturday and please come"

"I will"

I smiled at him and he smiled back looking as if he wanted to cry. I laughed due the artist constantly asking him to stop shaking I swear I saw a tear drop slide down his cheek. When he was done I hugged him then told him I'll call him later.

I got to my destination within 5 minutes due to it being down the road. I smiled at the receptionist who smiled back at me and ticked my name off telling me to take a seat in the waiting area.

"Nifemi you can go in now" I grabbed my bag from the chair and made my way to the room. I opened it and saw Amanda sitting there reading the notes off her clipboard.

"Take a seat Nifemi"

I made myself comfortable and she smiled at me staring at my hair.

"You seem so happy"

"I really am I socialise more than I did before and I've changed so much"

"A difference"

"A big difference, I don't feel that I've rushed into it at all I feel calm"

"So why are you here?"

"I honestly don't know"

"But you do know, just take your time and think"

I sat there watching her as she watched me. I tried thinking of recent events that has taken place in my life.

"Ok there's this woman and I just get weird vibes from her when she's near me, I feel as If I know her when I don't"

"You do, you just need signs for you to remember and I can tell you've seen signs but you’re not trying hard enough"

I nodded and she just asked me general questions about how I was doing.

"Your time is up and Nifemi don't come back again, you’re not delusional and you are a smart beautiful young lady don't waste my time and your time when you can resolves things like this yourself"

She got up and hugged me, when she let go I smiled at her and left with a smile on my face. My last stop was my mum’s tailors because she wants me to wear African attire but how I want to design it. It was blue with patterns that were red and gold, it was basically a short dress with a red ribbon belt around it and strapless, it looked so beautiful when I tried it on and it showed how big my breasts were but hid my bum. I took it home and stored it in the wardrobe till Saturday. KD was with my mum somewhere out and about so I had the whole house to myself, the bell ran so I went to open it and Ramel was standing there.