I won't give in. (Denis Shaforostov, Asking Alexandria)[NOT EDITED]

19. Someone, Somewhere

Nova-

"Are you ready Nov?" Denis asked, taking my hand as we exited the plane.

I nodded.

Denis and I were headed back to the UK for another tour.

"You know, I kinda am missing the guys even though I love having you to myself." He smiled.

"They will be excited to see us though. Ben keeps texting me about how he misses the baby of the band." I winked at Denis.

"I hate being called the baby!" Denis groaned.

"Well you are the baby since you are the newest one." I smirked.

"Yes but you are the youngest of us all, so why aren't you called the baby?" He raised his eyebrow.

"Because I am the most mature." I rolled my eyes.

"I'm mature!"

"Denis you still laugh at dick jokes."

"So?"

"If you laugh at dick jokes, you will never be considered mature."

He rolled his eyes at me.

"DENIS NOVA!" I heard Ben yell.

I turned around to see him running towards us not slowing down.

"Brace yourself." I warned Denis.

Ben came running full force into us, almost knocking Denis and I over in the process of him engulfing us into a hug.

"I missed my two star crossed lovers!" Ben sighed.

I laughed at him.

"We missed you too Ben."

"Cmon the rest of the guys are waiting on the bus, ready to go." He smiled.

We grabbed our bags, heading into the bus where we were greeted by the rest of the lads.

"I missed you guys!" I hugged them all.

"We missed you too babe." They smiled.

"We saved you and Denis both bunks." Sam smiled.

"Uh, we actually planned to sleep together."

"No!" James groaned.

"What?" I laughed.

"How can I be expected to sleep while you two fuck every night?" James asked.

"James!" I shrieked, blushing.

"He's right. You two aren't allowed to have sex on the bus." Cameron backed him up.

"You guys fuck your girlfriends on the bus all the time." Denis protested.

"Yes but Nova is like my little sister, the thought of her having sex is just weird."

"Cmon guys!" Denis protested.

"No we will not let you fuck Nova when we are around."

"Okay! Can we stop talking about my sex life and go to bed!"

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The next morning I woke up early feeling nauseous.

I rolled out of the bunk and ran into the bathroom, emptying the contents of my stomach.

I didn't even realize that Denis had woken up with me until I felt him pull my hair back.

"Thank you." I sputtered, throwing up again.

He squatted down, rubbing my back and kissing my temple.

"Denis I don't want you to get sick." I moved away from him a bit.

"Fuck it. It will be okay." He said, pulling me back towards his side.

I leaned into his chest and sighed.

"Do you need some medicine?" He asked.

I shook my head.

"No, I'm feeling a bit better now."

"Well let's get you to bed." Denis sighed picking me up and carrying me to our bunk.

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A few hours later I woke up to an empty bus.

I sighed, getting up and getting ready for the day, checking my phone to see a text from Denis.

'At our show. Don't even think about coming. Stay in bed and get some rest. Love you lots. -Denis'

He would get really concerned if I went to the show so I decided to stay out of the venue.

I sighed opening my phone and staring at the home screen.

Was it really already the second?

It couldn't be.

I checked the calendar and gulped.

I was late.

I immediately hailed a taxi and made my way to the drugstore, grabbing a pregnancy test and buying it.

Once back at the bus I took the test and waited.

I paced around the bathroom waiting for the result to show up.

Two pink lines.

Pregnant.

There was no way. We had used protection every time except for the first.

Denis words from the previous week rang in my head.

'I don't think I'm ready to even think about having kids.'

I began to sob, leaning against the counter for support.

How would I tell him? What was I going to do?

The bathroom door swung open and in walked a sweaty Ben.

"Oh shit sorry Nova....are you alright?" He asked.

"I uh....." I stuttered wiping the tears away, quickly hiding the test from his view.

"What was that?" He asked skeptically.

"Nothing...Ben just leave me alone." I said, my voice breaking.

"I'm not leaving you. I was supposed to go to the bar with the lads, but I can skip it if you need me to. Or I can get Denis." He suggested.

"No!" I said too quickly.

"Why don't you want me to go get Denis?" He raised his eyebrow.

"Close the door." I sighed. I would have to tell Ben. He was asking too many questions for me to dodge.

He closed the door, crossing his arms looking at me expectingly.

"I'm pregnant." I began to cry again.

"Holy shit are you serious?" His jaw dropped.

I nodded.

"It's Denis's right?" He asked.

"Yeah." I whimpered.

"That's great news!" He smiled.

I shook my head.

"No it's not. He told me he wasn't ready for kids last week."

"Nova he loves you and he will stand by you through this."

"But I don't want him to stand by me if it means sacrificing his dream."

"What are you talking about? He wouldn't be sacrificing his dream. His dream is you."

"What am I gonna do?" I sighed.

"Tell him. Nova he loves you and he always knows what to do."

"Not tonight though." I sighed.

"By noon tomorrow you have to tell him." Ben sighed.

I nodded.

What a day.

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A/N:
Well this chapter jumped around a lot... Whoops.
Comment your thoughts below on what has happened, and how do you think Denis will react?

I promise this book will get better soon.