felix sat there on the couch, waiting. The clock has already struck midnight 5 minutes ago. He was pretty much determined to come out clear and make things straight.
His head faced the doorway, as it opened and there his boyfriend entered, with an exhausted look, which kinda made him back off with his words for now.
"babe, go freshen up first, I'll prepare food" he heard felix, nodded and then walked by the living room to the bedroom, to freshen up.
"how was work?"
"normal as always, my assistant took a break, so the workload is more"
felix extremely felt sorry seeing hyunjin's exhausted expression, he didn't intend to start a drama but its for his own good.
"i found something" felix took out a cigarette packet showing it to him. "again?"
"you're smoking again. I've told you not to...you're digging your own grave" hyunjin didn't answer at all, kept on eating the food there on the plate.
"hyunjin, I'm talking to you"
"what's your problem felix?! you've got a problem in everything i do! as far as smoking is concerned, I'm stressed! my clients aren't responding!"
"you're talking about me, smoking and what about you? you're hiding stuff from me these days! you said you were visiting your friend's place yesterday night but you actually visited a damn housewarming party, you could've just said it!"
"you're changing topics, I'm talking about your health at the moment, stop smoking!"
"and that wasn't a housewarming party. it was for the investigation for our next case! i didn't tell you because you were tired after work. i don't wanna bother you with my side of the work"
"that doesn't mean you need to lie"
"hyunjin seriously stop it! i am talking about you smoking! you need to stop it! if you're stressed, talk it out, doesn't mean you will smoke!"
hyunjin stood up from the chair, pushing the food plate away.
"yes i did. i did smoke"
"how can somthing so bad feel so good to you?" felix moved up, walking close to him.
"if you don't decide to quit smoking right this moment, don't dare to call me" felix walked out of the house, in the middle of the night with nothing but his car keys.
felix lowered his head on the steering wheel, gripping onto it with his hands tight, feeling miserable with the fight just occurred, felix questioned whether he really should've said all those to hyunjin but he did what's right.
pulling the gear, he took off.
in the middle of the road, felix kept on thinking about whatever that happened, a phonecall interrupted his thoughts soon enough.
"hello? the case? what do you mean?" it was a business call, he hung up thr call after knowing whatever needed.
his company just lost the client, because of delay and his boss blamed him. The fight with hyunjin and then this, he increased fhe speed of the car, in frustration.
planning to go to the Han river bridge, he sped up further on his way, and there you go, another phonecall. it was from one of hyunjin's friends.
"hyung, you're calling me too late at night" he put the phone on speaker.
- time skip further into the night -
hyunjin of course couldn't sleep without felix around. he was worries, didn't know where felix went off to.
messing his temples, hyunjin decided to call felix, but before he could reach out, a prior call echoed from his phone.
"hello, chan hyung?"
"what? h-hospital!?"
hyunjin ran all the way to the hospital and finally haulted before his hyung, who was leaning onto the wall.
"what's...what's wrong with him?" hyunjin hoped for the best but received a perplexing answer which crashed down his already broken heart.
"i called felix and told him a few things when...i heard a car crash...turned out he got into an accident"
hyunjin tried to calm down his racing broken heart, taking small steps towards the chair and sitting down to avoid falling down on the floor.
despite all fights, hyunjin still loved felix and seemed like everything was detaching at the moment.
"doctor?" hyunjin immediately turned his head, looking at the doctor who just walked out from his cabin.
"doctor, w-what's his condition?"
"the accident had some tough effects to his body, especially his right shoulder. we've plastered and taken care of it, but at the moment, he needs immune rest"
hyunjin slowly peeked, eventually walking in, seeing felix sleeping, his head facing the window.
previous night, hyunjin didn't wanna bother felix so he stayed in the hospital itself, skipped work and decided to finally visit felix now, also ready with an apology.
felix turned his head a bit, away from the window, emitting too much sunlight to his face, on turning his head, he finally opened his eyes.
hyunjin was his first vision of the morning. Hyunjin was staring at his plastered hand, wifh an uneasy feeling.
"hyunjin...good morning"
"lix...I'm sorry.I'm sincerely very sorry. i don't mean to disappoint you, neither do i want to upset you. you left yesterday night like nothing and here you are-" felix interrupted him.
"hyunjin, I'm the one supposed to be sorry. i spoke without context, chan hyung said the gathering with your new client you had, their boss offered you and you couldn't deny?" hyunjin looked down, slowly nodding.
"I'm sorry" hyunjin shoom his head and dragged the stool he was sitting on, close to felix.
"i was very stressed. whatever i said, i didn't mean it. i know smoking isn't the best, and i will stop it, as long as you are here with me, whoever's stupid car hit you, they are a motherfucking-" felix shoosed him not to curse.
both of them giggled.
"i love you wildly, insanely, infinitely"
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my first hyunlix story!! ♡
