They say that there's no point in regretting, but i keep thinking about you
Hyunjin regretted it. He regretted everything. He regretted treating his one and only, jeongin like that. He regretted not giving him any attention. He regretted causing him all Those pain. He regretted breaking his heart. He regretted cheating on him. He regretted leaving him for someone else.
But it was too late
Too late to fix everything
And it was his fault
Non of it was his jeongin's fault
He blamed himself for everything
And now he had to pay for it all
He had to see his jeongin being in someone's arms. He saw hearts in jeongin's eyes while he looked at the man Infront of him
But hyunjin could only look at them from far away
A tear slipped through his cheeks
He missed him
He missed that smile
He missed when jeongin would look at him like that
It has been 2 years, why can't he move on?
He asked himself every day
He wished to go back in time and fix his mistakes but it was of no use now
He had to live with this guilt and pain
Just as he was about to leave he heard his name being called by the same soft voice
"Hyung?"
He turned around slowly just to see the once whom he called his
"J-jeongin?"
The said boy smiled softly.
"How have you been hyung?"
How could he talk so casually? Did he really move on? Were the questions in hyunjin's head
I will smile if i see you as if nothing happened
He just showed a fake smile. "I---- i have been doing good, what about you?"
"I'm doing great hyung" jeongin smiled to look at the other man
"And m-may i ask who he is?" Hyunjin asked
"Oh! Yeah he is my fiance, his name is lee minho, hyung meet my----my friend hyunjin" jeongin said.
"Hi hyunjin" minho said as he smiled softly at him while hyunjin also gave him an awkward smile
"You didn't tell me about him, love" minho said as he brought jeongin closer to him by his waist Making jeongin blush
"I-i'll go now" hyunjin needed to get away from there. He could not bear it now
"But hyung-"
"Sorry"
For you, I'm okay with being hurt
Hyunjin ran out of there leaving a worried jeongin and confused minho behind.
Even tho jeongin had moved on, he knows deeo down in his heart he still has a soft side for hyunjin.
"H-hyung please wait for me here, i-i'll be right back!" He said as he ran towards hyunjin
"Love wait!"
.....
"Hyung!"
Jeongin found hyunjin crying in a corner. It pained him so much.
"Hyung are you alright?"
Hyunjin looked up to him. Quickly removing the tears.
"I-i'm sorry i didn't mean to" hyunjin apologized as he stood up to leave.
"Hyung...why----why were you crying, i-i thought you moved on after..."
Hyunjin looked at jeongin with a sad smile.
"I thought so too...but i-i was wrong. After that---- that day i moved in with seungmin but i still couldn't stop thinking about you.... because of which seungmin broke up with me. I-i realised how much i love you b-but now it's too late...but don't worry about it..... after all i deserve it"
"Since i only gave you pain when we were together"
Jeongin was also tearing up a little bit, remembering those days.
"I-i'm sorry princess.... I-i mean jeongin, I'm sorry for everything I've done and I'm happy that you found someone better then me. I---i just hope you guys a happy life" hyunjin said
"But..."
"C-can i hug you for the last time jeongin?"
Jeongin could only nodd his head as hyunjin came closer to him.
It would be a lie if he said he didn't miss hyunjin
Hyunjin hugged jeongin tightly for the last time as he cried. He backed off soon.
"Thank you jeongin and again I'm really really sorry... I'll make sure to go as far as i can so i don't cause you pain again, byee jeongin"
Hyunjin turned around to leave as his tears kept on coming from his eyes. It hurt him so much but he knew he deserved it. He hurt his jeongin afterall
"I hope you'll be happy with him...but not to the point where you forget about me"
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A/n:
Well....
