Read this because I'm lonely

I 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 love

My entire life I've had a weird hatred for love songs, and part of that remains 

But guys guys help I'm starting to really get into them... 

Someone save me from thisss

Or don't

Being a simp is fun

For my whole life, or as long as I remember, I've been scared of the word 'love' and the entire concept really. I loved other people's love, but I was scared of my own, because I couldn't comprehend it

But look at where we are now

It's all I say. 

I CANT

It feels like I'm going insane, or I'm being stabbed repetitively by just LOVE and I FUCKING LOVE IT AND HATE IT TOO 

The weekends, I'm happy, I love life, everything is perfect, then the week comes and I hate my life again.

But AHHHHH 

My faith has been restored by Kissing In Cars by PTV

the lyrics 

I love ptv lyrics

'SHE WAS ALWAYS THE ONE, ILL REPEAT IT AGAIN, THE ONE. NO SUCH THING AS TO YOUNG......then there's faith in love'

And maybe I will make it

And I don't care how stupid I sound, because it's stupid, it's a bad decision, but I don't care, because just because it's risky, doesn't mean I can't be the first to make it work. Okay, let me be happy. 

And I KNOW it's annoying, okay, but FUCK YOU. I'm 

My heart 

You see I always planned on killing myself as soon as I became an adult because I'm scared of the future

But now I can't wait, because I just want to get away, I want to LIVE, and I want us to be happy 

Also, Jimmy urine is saying 'Ice cream will fix it' rn.... 

Never heard this song....