Read this because I'm lonely

Stop Talking Please Ronnie

I wish that Google photos did like a recap thing like Spotify of like the images and videos you viewed the most

But like in a really aggressive offensive way

Kinda like

OH MY GOD ROBYN YOU FUCKING FAGGOT YOU SPENT 4 HOURS OF YOUR LIFE LISTENING TO YOUR FUCKING BOYFRIEND COMPLAINING ABOUT HOW FEMALE HE SOUNDS YOU F U C K I N G SIMP

like man 

I love being roasted 

I also love people pointing out how much of a simp I am

Because I am

Until people complain that I talk too much but oh well

I carry on

Also for the record I haven't reached 4 hours yet I'm on like 25 minutes 

But there was the other month when I looped one for like an hour half

But it's a weird experience cuz I'll literally start writhing and shit and I'll stop fucking breathing and bury my face in my pillow and giggle or smile weirdly and bonus points if you do a weird inhale or pull your clothes 

my phone suggested clit. 

Can you pull a clit- 

No. 

Stop. 

Anyway

But like I'm not privileged with hearing my boyfriends voice all the time and I remember things visually so sometimes we gotta

Be weird about it 

I have a photo gallery tho it has 50 images it's great it's in date order so I have screenshots from MAY in there bro 

Anyway 

I have a thing for American accents, okay? 

ERM

ANYWAY

FEEL LIKE IM ANNOYING EVERYONE 

Actually you KNOW WHAT 

who gives a FUCK if I'm annoying everyone you're choosing whether you put up with me

You know

You're all reading by choice

So 

If you got an issue with me being a simp

Feel free to leave <3333333

Anyway

That's it

I should probably sleep. 

I noticed I say anyway a lot

I never used to 

I think that's my boyfriend too

I pick up on other people's habits and I basically become them but 

It's weird

Isn't that an ADHD trait? 

Bro I swear I'm every fucking mental disorder 

I'm literally all of them. 

Okay 

I should

I said I was gonna sleep an hour ago

But I'm still here

Because I am the way I am 

Once I talk I switch topics and I never stop

I yap for years

Everyone knows I yap for years

I hate it

I try going mute sometimes when I feel guilty and I want to stop existing but it doesn't last long unfortunately 

I wish I'd stop fucking up 

That's another reason I relate to This Is How I Disappear 

Like

'im just a ghost' is Ike my it's not real shit and then 'so I can't hurt you anymore' I fuck shit up and then ANYMAHHHHHHHHH and erm chorus yes ykyk 

I listened to that song for the first time in forever today it was great

I am trying to 

OJ MY FUCKING GOD 

IM OUTTA HERE.