The naturals - one shots

Sterling Prison Scene TN2

The whole drive I couldn't stop thinking how bad this was. How much I hated my father for approving this visit. How really strange it was to sit next to Tanner again. This time with no affection or love left. Dean had requested that Cassie would come as well. I didn't want either of them to get hurt to be anywhere near a person like Daniel Redding. I was glad that Tanner agreed to go in with Dean. I don't think I could have done it. Something in me wished I would have been that strong but still after all those years, a wave of fear overcomes me when I think about Daniel Redding. When the Guard said we couldn't stay in the car, I wasn't just pissed because I didn't want anybody to see Cassie, or to know that the FBI was here I also didn't know how to deal closing up the distance to the biggest monster I have ever seen. Webber let us into the other side of the mirror room. My instincts pushed me as far away from the mirror as possible. Cassie was a profiler just like me. She wasn't an emotion reader which helped a lot but it still took me a lot of control to stay calm. Tanner has handled everything after my abduction. I never wanted to see this man again and still there was only a mirror between me and the men who almost got me killed. The smile on his face gave me goosebumps. His mere existence put an oddly pain into my collar bone. The brand stopped hurting years ago but now I felt like I was back in that shed. No way out. Overwhelmed by fear and pain. Not knowing when this door will open again. I can still smell Reddings breath, his sweat all the strength he needed to fight me until eventually I war ready to give up. In so much pain I didn't had the strength to scream anymore. I was ok with the thought of dying and still here I was. Watching him on the other end of two way mirror.

When snatched after Dean. I couldn't watch anymore. He wasn't supposed to be here. He wasn't to supposed to have this forced childhood. Redding through Dean to the ground, I could see the evil in his eye. The same amusement he had when my bare back was pressed against the cold walls. Scarred of him. Convinced I had to die. How much he loved himself for catching an FBI Agent. „We'll leave now" My body reactedp quicker than my mind did. I grabbed Cassie by the arm. Ignored the guard and pushed us back so the car. We stepped in and didn't say anything in the beginning. I tried no to loose it. I could tell I wasn't far away from a panic attack. „This was all a bad mistake"

Flashback to when the case started :

„What is this case about?" I tried to act like I didn't care to sit in the same car with my Ex husband. The man who basically destroyed my life. „Look lets talk about when we are there" There was a certain softness in his voice. A softness that told me after all this time he was so sure that whatever this case was about would I either hurt or trigger me. „Tanner would is it about? I'm an adult women I can handle it" I used his first name so he would understand how serious I was. „Bind them, brand them, cut them, hang them. Its a Daniel Redding copy cat" I felt like the world around me was spinning too fast. This was years ago and still the memories brought back so much darkness and nausea. „You ok?" I didn't answer. I didn't move, I was only frozen. „Hey" I felt his free hand on my lap and to my surprise I squeezed it hard. Fuck how was this our new case and how did I already fucked up to act serious?

Maybe I will continue writing those scene. I'm reread killer instinct right now and I always wondered how the book would have been in other perspectives.