Control

First Play

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When I woke up I was lying in a bed that has become familiar to me now. I had been over to Malakai's place a few times in the past couple of weeks. He wanted me to get used to my surroundings before I actually made myself permanent. We agreed that we would try our relationship out for 3 months before I permanently move into his house. I moved the covers off of my body and that's when I realized that I was alone in the room. I stretched and got out of the bed. I looked down at myself to see that I had been changed out of my clothes from earlier and I was now wearing one of Malakai's shirts. I picked up my phone from the nightstand to check the time.

It was 8 o'clock which means I was sleeping for about 3 hours. The events earlier in the day must have really drained me. I went to the bathroom to wash my face and then I headed down the stairs to look for Malakai. I didn't see him anywhere in the house so I decided to check the balcony. When I opened the door the cool breeze hit my exposed legs. I wrapped my arms around myself hoping that I could somehow gain some warmth from the action. I stepped out and I saw Malakai sitting on one of the lounge chairs with a glass of some sort of liquor in it. He looked up when he heard me walk over to him.

"What are you doing out here". He smiled over at me and pulled me down onto his lap. I made myself comfortable and leaned my head back on his chest. I could get used to this.

"I just came out here to think." At his voice I turned my head to look up at him, eyebrows furrowed.

"What were you thinking about?" He seemed deep in thought when I came out here so I wondered what could have been on his mind to have him like that.

"You." I blushed at his words and turned my head away from him so he couldn't see how flustered he made me. I didn't know how to respond so I sat in silence and enjoyed the night view until he spoke up again.

"I think it's time that we set some rules and expectations." I turned around to face him, and gave him my full undivided attention. He laughed. "I see someone is excited." He was not wrong. I had been waiting for us to properly form everything. We spent the past month just getting to know each other better. I was wondering when he would really lay it on me. I guess what happened today was him beginning the real deal.

"Before I set the rules I want you to tell me the things that you like and are willing to do, the things that you have not done yet but are willing to try, and the things that you have a hard no for." These were things that I have had to think about on multiple occasions, so it was very easy to give my answers. I was ready to speak but before I could he continued. "Now for this past month I have been observing you so I understand that you are a sub that also likes some freedom. Although that is not my preference I am willing to compromise with you on it." I smiled at his words. I just loved how this man could read me and was always so considerate of me. "Okay you may speak now." He smiled down at me. I knew he knew just how excited I was to really start this relationship with him.

"I am willing to engage in sensation play, impact play, bondage, and orgasm control." I heard him hum and took it as a sign of approval.

"I am willing to try exhibitionism and temperature play." I breathed out because this is the part where most Doms and I wouldn't work out. There were many Doms that liked things hardcore but I usually wasn't the Sub for them because my hard no's were some of the things they were mainly into. I just wasn't anywhere near interested in these things and I hope that they weren't things that were make or break for Malakai.

He rubbed my back to help me calm down. I didn't even realize that I became tense in his hold. I breathed out before I continued speaking. "My hard no's are, I will not engage in any plays involving breath control, fear, knives, and humiliation." That last one was really important to me because I loved being praised and treated with care. I refused to allow someone to talk down on me; it just was not my type of thing. The first time I ever experienced it, I crashed out at my Dom at the time and we had to end things.