My homelands in your eyes

It all come crashing down

You woke up early to get to the meeting you where both dressed well, Miguel was dressed in and white button down with a black vest over it with black slacks and dress shoes you had on a spaghetti strap dress that reached your knees and sandals Miguel had to put on you you but your hair in a braid. "Are you ready." He asked pulling you up from the bed into his arms he kissed you. "Yes I am, what about Diego and Nestor." You asked as both of you walk to the door of your shared room. When you got to the living room Nestor and Diego were full dressed waiting in the living room. "There you guys are." Diego said. "We were afraid to knock." Nestor told you both when fear flashed in his on but as soon as it was there it was gone. "Good choice." Miguel said walking to the front door hand in hand with you. "She coming." Diego said. "Yes she's my wife she goes where I go." He told Diego with a death glare. Since the big fight you had Miguel got more and more clingy but you loved it and so did Miguel. So he told you while you were talking last night while trying to get to sleep that if you were ok with it he wanted you more involved in the busy so you could spent more time together of course you wanted that. Diego was worried that this could only end bad but he wasn't going to voice that in fear of the repercussions when it came to you Miguel was blind. You left when you got to where you were going Miguel got out and helped you out, when you got to the flowers you were confused they were all still there no one destroyed anything. "They're all still here what was this about." Miguel said and he got his answer a couple of seconds later when the room was rusted with people in mask Miguel pushed you behind him. "Give us the girl and this can end here." The leader said and you recognized them as a woman. "Like hell." Miguel said the woman lifted the gun and shot Diego in the leg. "Now she took two of ours you give us her or we kill everyone but her and forcefully take her." The woman said. Miguel was about to say something when you step around Miguel "I'll go." You said not wanting to see anymore blood shed. Miguel took your hand before you could take a step forward. "I have to make this right I did kill two of their own." You said tears now in your eyes. "You can't go what if they kill you." Miguel asked now with watery eyes. "Miguel mi amor we both know that deep down this would happen." You said putting your hand on his check. "Let's go." The woman said pointing a gun at you. "Ok ok I'm coming no one else needs to get hurt." You said walking towards her. They took you and left.
Two weeks later.
Miguel finally found you in an abandoned warehouse, the time you where gone had driven him crazy so in that time he killed anyone and everyone to get info on you which restored the fear his family once had . When he got to the warehouse he killed everybody in sight no matter who they were except they took the leader back to the pew while his men killed everyone, he found you strap to a chair he felt your pulse it was just barely there he cut you lose and picked you up bridal style makes eye contact with Nestor he nods and leave to the car waiting outside. He rushed you to the hospital where they had to do any emergency c-section the baby who you had decided to name her Evangeline Dita Galindo Evie for short and she was fine but you were still in a coma you have a long list of trama but the worst is the brain injury you suffered from they won't know the extent of it but they suspect you will have memory loss. You had been in a coma for three months now and Miguel had you transferred to the hospital back home he would visited you everyday with Cristobal and Evie, Miguel is said he wishes you could see how big she's gotten from when she was first born he would talk to you about everything from how your grans doing to what they had for dinner and your gran would visit every day you spend two more months in a coma Miguel made his business ever stronger and took down the rest of the rebels he would burn city's to the ground for you. Then you finally woke up it was any other day Miguel was there with the kids his mom and Maria. Maira and his mom had taken the kids to the cafeteria to get lunch for everyone well except the baby. You stirred Miguel notice he looked at you to see if you would do it again. You did and you started to open your eyes Miguel called for a nurse. "Where am I." You asked "Mrs. Galindo you are in the hospital do you remember you were tortured then brought here after you had your baby." The nurse said to you. "You were tortured they broke you fingers ripped your nails off shattered your knee caps ripped one of your arms from the socket beat up your face it seems the only thing they didn't touch was the baby." Miguel said getting more upset every time he listed a new thing off. "What baby who are you people what is going on." You said freaking out. Miguel looked at the nurse. "What year is it."
The nurse asked, you thought about it for a moment then said "2016 why." You were confused they should what year it is. "No Mrs.Galindo it's 2019." The nurse said now looking between you and Miguel. You were starting to get upset. "Why do you keep calling me that my name is y/f/n y/l/n and I don't have kids I'm seventeen where are my parents and who are you." You say the last part to Miguel as if the situation couldn't get any worse his mom and Maria come back in with the kids but before they can even fully get into the door Miguel is up guiding them him to the hallway. He had a look on his face Dita gave the baby to Maria and told her to sit in the lobby with Nestor. "What's wrong." Dita said pulling Miguel to the set of chair sit a little ways down the hall. "She doesn't know who I am she doesn't remember having our baby and she thinks it 2016 and that she 17 she's asking for her parents how do I tell her she doesn't take to them anymore." Miguel said and got more and more frantic as he talked. "First why don't you go in there and talk to the doctor then, we'll go from there." Dita said being the voice of reason and sanity. Miguel got up and went back into your room now the doctor was there with two med student and the nurse they where all asking you questions and poking and prodding you. Miguel could see you where stating to get overwhelmed you didn't like anyone but him and Cristobal touching you and well dita to. "Stop touching her can't you see she doesn't like that." Miguel said angrily walking up to your bed side shoving the meds students out of the way. "I want you to out of my wife's room by the time I get back and don't came back in here and doc can I speak to you." Miguel said trying to not let his anger boil over in front of his already confused and terrified wife. "What can I do for you." The doctor said after the stepped into the hall to were he could still she you through the glass in the door. "Well what can we do how do we get her memories back and why did she go back to 2016 and where do we go from here." Miguel asked. "There's no specific way to get her back the brain and memory's are a very tricky thing but the best way is to go back to living life like normal from before the accident show her pictures and show her the kids and just treat her normal just be patient if she doesn't remember anything because all if could come back or just some or none at all you have to be prepared for it all you have to be prepare for a life without her in it for a worst case scenario and you might have to prepare for a life of the memories you make from this point on and as for why she went back to 17 here brain as a defense mechanism has taken her back to before her very first traumatic experience do you know what happened at that age but this is all worse case scenario she might just have brain fog." Miguel thought back. "Yeah her best friend was killed in a car accident." He said. "When can I take her home." He asked he was ready to get you out of here. "Well I want to keep her here for a couple of days now that she's awake we also want you to give her a little info at a time don't overwhelm her with too much." The doctor said. Miguel nods and they head back into your room. "So is anyone going to tell me what is going on." You said angrily. Yes we're sorry Mrs Galin- sorry Ms. y/l/n I think Miguel can't explain it best. It hurt Miguel when she said your last name you didn't use anymore it was just a reminder he should have married you sooner but he wanted everything to be perfect since this was the one and only wedding you will have he realizes it's all trivial now. He sat down next to you on the hard hospital chair he took your hand and held it you pulled your hand out of his and put it under the blanket and it broke him a little more he never thought he would would have to look in your eye and see you looked at him as a stranger a man you didn't know and that completely broke him but he had to hold it together for your sake. "You were in an accident it caused you significant head trauma you have lost your memory it's not 2016 it's 2019 the accident has caused your brain to go back to before your first trama." Miguel said looking into your eyes to see how you were taking the info so far. You looked ok so he continued. "You came out here for the summer last summer to take care of your gran we meet that same day we have matching soulmate names. He said rolling up the sleeve on his black sweater to show you. "That can't be right wait it has to be is that why the doctor called me Mrs Galindo." You ask. "Yes we were planning our wedding before the accident but I was so in love with you I wanted you to already have my last name so that's what we did I love you and I have loved you ever single moment since the day we met." You look at your arm and as clear as day it read Miguel Galindo. "So this is you." You ask showing his the name on your arm. "Yes that's me and this is you." He said showing you his arm again his sleeve sit pushed up to his elbow. "This can't be my mom said that I wasn't ever going to find my soul mate and if I did he would want me so you want me?" You ask with big curious eyes. "Of course I do I have wanted you since the day we meet at the store." He said reassuringly. "You said I was here taking care of my gran I have only meet the lady twice why me?" You asked needing more info. "Well your gran got sick and your mom said since you didn't have a soulmate she was making you take care of her that's when you came here to Santo Padre you now have a great relationship with you gran she lives with us and you two are very close." Miguel said with a smile. "What about my family my mom and dad and my sisters." You asked. "Well that's the hard part of this you stop taking to them a while back when your mom wouldn't claim our son and admitted she was only using us for our money." He said with a look on his face that told you he was afraid to tell you that part. You scoff. "Yeah that sounds like my mom and of course my dad's spineless I bet he went along with everything she said just like I know my suck up sisters did." You said starting to get worked up. "Why did she not claim our son and how many kids do we have." You ask. "Well we have a 1 and a half year old son and a 5 month old daughter they are Cristobal after my brother who passed and Evie short for Evangeline you said you just really like the name then you forced me to watch the princess and the frog with you and I discovered were you got the name from and she didn't claim his because came from my first wife." Miguel braced himself for how you would feel about not being Cristobal birth mom. "So he's not biological mine and you had another wife and we are not even married yet." You said upset. "What's stopping her from getting from taking him back and what's stopping you from getting back with her why if I was your soulmate why did you marry her." You asked. "Well she dead so so wouldn't be back to get Cristobal and second I never loved her I only married her because she got pregnant she meant nothing to me I married her because I was told that it was the right thing to do after she got pregnant I love you you just don't remember it. Miguel said with tears now in his eyes. "You are Cristobal real mom he loves you so much." He said pleading with you. "Can I meet them." You said barely above a whisper. He laughed a great big laugh he hadn't done the since the accident. "Of course you can baby they are your kids." For the first time since the accident he had hope for the future. He called Nestor and told him to have his mom bring the kids in. She put the baby in your arms and Miguel lifted Cristobal into the bed with you. "Be carful buddy mama is hurt." He said as Cristobal crawled up to you and sat in between your covered legs. Miguel brushed the hair out of your face and tucked it behind your ear then rubbed his thumb on your check. "This is your first time meeting her." He said looking at his happy family. "I miss you mama." Cristobal said. "Come here buddy." You said you might not know him but he knows you that's all that mattered. You hung out for a while Miguel slowly telling you all the things you don't remember then the kids were taken home for dinner and bed. "I'm so sorry this happened to you." Miguel said in a whisper. "Its ok." You said taking his head. "Will you stay with me." You asked he pointed to a cot in the corner. "No I mean stay with me." You said patting the bed beside you. "Is that ok." You asked. "It's more than ok." He said claiming in the bed next to you making sure not to pull any cords you were laying on his chest he remembered the last time you where here like this you where being told you were pregnant with Evie. You both laid there till you both feel asleep you had a dream of a life you didn't recognize.