Where Am I?

The Reminder That Joshua Is Dead

Mia
I also informed them of the fact Joshua was killed in prison and made the news so him chatting with James would only be as a ghost lol. I will never be bothered by him again and none of the other mothers of his children. Sarah really needs to get over the fact that I gave up triplets that I was drugged and raped by their father and there were a lot more children that he fathered and some are still coming forward. Sadly too late to get any of his estate. The little he had was gone in a few months and it was first come first serve because they only had so much to divide. He left a lot of fatherless children. I made sure they weren't forgotten about by helping the mothers go forward using all the resources I could. Jacob came to Seattle and furthered my goals. Apparently we had met when we were teenagers and he never forgot me. He built his company like Christian did and I admired him for that. He didn't touch his inheritance to do it with either. Both he and Christian earned their seed money to build their companies. Elliott and Christian both think he is a great guy for me to have married. Too bad Sarah hates me. The feeling is becoming mutual. Mom and dad both think it is because Jacob is her only child.

Sarah
Once I heard that the father of Mia's triplets was killed in prison I thought that she might have hired someone to kill him. I can't get the thoughts out of my mind. After looking into it I discovered that there were more than a hundred people wanting this man dead and they got their wish in a very horrific mutilation of his whole body. They had to get dental records and medical records to identify the body parts. I have nightmares about what I read in the autopsy report. The guy was still breathing until he lost most of his blood. Most went down a drain. They had to open the drain to get some of his body. I stopped reading after I saw they had no suspects.

Jacob
I am thinking of having mom hospitalized for her mental health. I can't keep up listening to her about Mia and how she thinks she had Joshua killed and she handed me the reports of his death. I threw them in the incinerator and watched them burn up. I don't want to see or hear about Joshua again. Mia has been bedridden since they found out about our triplets and she was doing way too much and ended up in the ER with Braxton hicks contractions. Between mom and her work efforts she was doing too much and I had to insist she stay home for a rest before the babies are born. The doctors told her bed rest from now on. At six months she is big as a house. Grace and Carrick finally talked her into staying off her feet and with them up on pillows. I hired staff that help care for her while I am working.

Mia
Finally the triplets were born and I am relieved that we aren't having anymore babies. Jonathon Jacob, Elliott Christian, and Carrick Collin McNamara were all born within minutes of each other. No breast feeding for me to endure because I can't produce enough milk for all three boys. They nearly made the nine months and they were small but healthy little guys. It was hard not to laugh when Jacob got peed on as he was putting the diaper back on Johnathon. He was shown how to avoid it by a nurse. We had help with the boys although they seemed to be good sleepers at night time. A few times they had troubles but then they were in our home and it was different than all the lights in the hospital. Jacob talked me into letting his mom see the boys because they are her only grandsons. Mom stayed with us while she visited to assure she didn't have a go at me again. She tried to talk her way into staying with us to help care for the boys but I said hell no. Jacob told her my answer after he drove her ranting ass home.

Carrick
Grace thinks Jacobs mom may need to be institutionalized to get her back to reality. She thinks Mia had Joshua killed and thinks Jacob might be next. Mia is not a killer and definitely had no resources to have anyone killed. It might be laughable but she can't keep telling people that. So I spoke to Jacob and told him that I will be taking legal action if he didn't get his mother in check and keep her from saying things about Mia having something to do with Joshua's death.

Grace
Sarah got one chance to see the boys and she blew it. I can't believe she thinks Mia could have anyone killed. Mia has never had a violent nature and her parents weren't violent either. They died after just getting to the hospital after the car wreck and Mia was delivered early due to the wreck. I was there when it all happened and was asked if I was interested in adopting the premature baby and I agreed after calling Carrick. We signed the paperwork and after three weeks Mia came home with us. She was a blessing for us, the boys were happy to have a baby sister and spoiled her. She had lots of friends and did well in school but she didn't have the best choice of friends and boyfriends. They took advantage of her kindness all the time. She's no longer like that after Joshua, but it took that horrible experience to open her eyes and get her to stand her ground. She became a mother who will protect her babies at all costs. Her way of protecting the triplets she gave up for adoption was giving them up for adoption so Joshua couldn't get to her or them ever. Now that he is dead he can't hurt them or his other victims. I think about the day he called me directly and told me he knew that I knew where his triplets were at and he was going to get it from me no matter what. He basically threatened to have me and my family killed if he didn't get his triplets back. Not long after that call they found his mutilated body parts.