Starstruck

Avoiding

Moon's P.O.V

I woke up in Monty's bed and pulled the covers down so I could see. Monty was still sleeping in
my makeshift bed and has been for a few days now. I didn't want to go back to the daycare.
Even if I did have my day off, I doubt I'd be able to basically cling onto Monty all day. Not that
they'd mind, but management would ask me why I wasn't at the daycare, and I'd have to tell
them, and I bet Monty would hear, and get mad that I didn't tell him about me getting sexually
assaulted.
I sat up and thought about how the teenager I met wasn't going to be able to come to the
pizzaplex anymore because they were moving up state.
Because I wasn't being protected, Sun would take me up to our room during naptime and touch
in ways that made me feel unsafe and scared. Once he was satisfied with me, "letting" him
touch me, he said he would "reward" me and would just start making out with me. I cried every
single time, and I don't think I'll stop. I want to be as far away from him as possible. I had at one
point got a bunch of my clothes from Sun's room, and so now I would just change at Monty's.
They didn't really care and just wanted me to feel like I could trust them and to not be scared. I
love having them as my best friend.
I scaredly walked to the daycare, making sure that I wouldn't wake Sun up and went and laid
down in the naptime tent. I wanted to get some more sleep since I've been having nightmares
about Sun. But then, the nights I actually can fall asleep, which is pretty rare, I have the most beautiful dreams about the Sun I fell in love with. I feel like I'm working with a stranger now. I
want MY Sun back.
I try to avoid Sun a lot, but it just gets really hard. A part of me knows that's not the Sun I know,
but another part of me still misses him, and w̶a̶n̶t̶s̶needs him. I try to be nice to him, but then he
just takes it as a sign that he can do whatever he wants to me. Which he can't. I don't want that
fucking freak near me. I want my Sun back.
I suddenly heard someone jump into the ball pit. Sun didn't know how to use my wire by himself,
so he'd normally jump into the ball pit when I wasn't there. I started to panic. What if he's looking
for me? I tried to keep my breathing as quiet as possible, but I then heard footsteps coming
close to me. I ducked and flattened out my body and put a bunch of pillows and blankets on top
of me.
"Oh Darling~ don't fucking hide from me. I will punish you, dear."
I heard Sun call out. I stayed completely silent as he walked into the tent, looking around for a
moment, then leaving. I heard him scurry around and look through the daycare, trying to find
me. Little did he know I was in the first place he checked. I heard him go up to the balcony, so I
decided to get up and look to see if he actually was leaving. That was a big mistake. I carefully
got up, letting the pillows and blankets lay on the ground. I popped my head out of the tent, and
I didn't see anybody.
I got confused and suddenly felt cold hands on my waist. I gasped.
"Dear, were you hiding from me? You know I don't like it when you do that."
I started to hyperventilate and shake in place.
"I'm sorry! I didn't mean to! Please don't hurt me! Please!"
I cried as this monster wearing Sun's face held my waist.
"HUSH. Hush, sweetcakes. I won't hurt you, but you won't be getting your reward today,
darling."
His grip got tighter, and he started to move upward to my stomach. What reward? That's not a
fucking reward. I hate when he touches me. For a few seconds, I sometimes think I'm kissing
my Sunshine when I'm kissing this freak.
"Come on, dear."
He let go of my waist and grabbed my hand. I was forced to follow him. His grip was so tight,
and it almost hurt. That's when I got the idea that this time I could praise him, and maybe he'd turn back to normal if I fed his praising kink or maybe I could just get on top of him and tie him
down so he couldn't hurt me. He refuses to go to parts and services and get check ups and shit
like that, so I could just bring them to him.
Sun yanked on my arm and made me get closer to him. He whispered the things he'd do to me
in my ear. I tried to act flustered so he didn't punish me. I then noticed something on the back of
his head. There were purple veins looking like they were almost infecting his body. Is that why
he won't go to p&s? He made me go to his side, and he put his arm on my waist, pulling me
closer to his body every second.
He took me up to the balcony and escorted me to his bedroom. I compiled and got on Sun's
bed, laying on my back. Sun got on top of me and pinned my hands above my head. I made
lewd sounds. He looked shocked but also pleased. He went down and began to kiss my neck
slowly. I decided that this was my only chance, so I sprung into action with my plan.
"Such a good boy, Sunshine. You're doing so good. My good little slut~"
Sun started folding, and his legs started to tremble. I knew this could make him weak. He looked
shocked but a little mad at the same time. I kept praising him and saying how much of a slut he
is, and he started shaking even more. I put my foot on his stomach and kicked him off of me.
He fell back onto the bed, and I quickly untied my ribbons on my wrists and tied his hands
above his head. He struggled and squirmed.
I jumped out of bed and ran all the way to p&s, and the workers looked at me confused. I told
them that Sun needed someone to come with me, and they agreed and got a bunch of tools and
followed me back to the daycare. I texted Monty, and I soon saw them run up to us and gave me
a hug. I hugged them back.
"What's going on? Is everything okay?"
"Monty... you know how I said that Sun was... different..?"
They nodded and looked at me with confusion and concern.
"He's been... abusive, and he sexually assaulted me every morning for the past few days. I
didn't want to tell you because I thought you'd be mad at me."
I looked down in shame. Their eyes shot up in horror.
"He fucking touched you?! OH HELL NO."
Smoke flared from their nose. Their hot pink eyes turned a bright glowing red. Monty grabbed
my hand tightly and almost ran to the daycare. Once we got to my room, Sun was still there, trying to yank his hands and untie the ribbons. Sun glared at me, and I hid behind Monty. They
stood their ground, and it made me feel safe. Something I haven't felt in a while.
"Dear... what the FUCK is this?!"
Just then the P&S worker powered him off. They spat.
"So, what are we gonna do with this asshole?"
"HEY! That's still my boyfriend! Just fix him!"
They nodded. I started to get worried after a few minutes and hugged Monty. They hugged me
back and patted my head softly. The P&S worker said that he should be normal and that they
didn't see anything wrong until I pointed out the purple veins. They looked at it and were
shocked. They pulled a chip out of his head, and the veins quickly went away.
The worker yelped in pain and dropped the chip. Monty bent down and picked it up.
"It's burning hot."
After a few seconds, Monty winced and threw the chip onto a table.
"That chip looks familiar. I think it's one of the ones that made the animatronics go crazy like 20
years ago."
The p&s worker inspected the chip. Monty still guarded me. The worker went back to Sun and
messed with a few wires and then stood up and turned to me.
"I'm gonna power him on, but don't worry, he should be fine now. I'm sorry that happened to you,
Moondrop. If anything like that happens again, I'll be sure to deal with it accordingly."
They gave me a soft smile and turned to Sun to power him on. Monty wrapped their tail around
my leg and pulled me behind them. The worker pushed a button and picked up their tools, and
left. I stared back at my unconscious lover. I missed him, but then again, I was scared of what
would happen once Monty left.
"Uhm.. Monty... I think I want to do this myself. But I'll call you if anything happens. I swear."
They nodded and left. I heard Sun lazily groan. I stepped back. Sun batted his eyes open and
put his hand on his head, as if he was in pain.

"Ow..."
He groaned even more before looking at his surroundings. I made sure to stay out of sight for
the time being. He started to whimper. I could tell he was now panicking. He backed up into a
corner and softly called out my name.
"Moony...?"
He looked.... scared.... almost... terrified. I felt bad, but I was scared, myself. What if that was an
act? I was stuck between the choices. I didn't want to leave my lover completely terrified and
alone, but then again, I didn't want him to hurt me again and revert back to the Sun that was
hurting me. I heard him whimper again and start to cry. That's when I had enough. I needed to
at least let him know I was there.
"Sundrop?"
I heard him gasp and turn to the sound of my voice.
"WHO'S THERE?!"
"It's me, Sun. You're okay. You're safe."
He started to relax and calm down a little bit. He looked down.
"Moony? W-where are you? I'm scared. The last thing I r-remember was being hit in the back of
my head. I-I-It hurts."
He continued to sob. I felt even worse.
"Sun, please don't cry. I love you, but I can't be around you right now. I'll tell you tomorrow,
alright? Get some sleep. I love you so much."
He wiped his tears and got under the sheets, covering himself completely as if to hide.
"I love you, too..."
He closed his eyes, and took a deep breath. I watched as my lover slowly fell asleep. I went
over to him and gently petted his rays for a moment before then going to my old room.
As soon as I opened the door, a cold gust of air hit me. It felt so good. My body was almost
always cold. It's supposed to help kids with certain disabilities be more comfortable. Sun has the
same thing, but his body is just warm instead.
I went to my bathroom and stripped myself to take a nice hot shower to calm my body. I got in
and turned the knob. As soon as I felt the hot water on my shoulders, I hummed to its warmth.

I started to think about Sun. I want to hold him. But I need to get used to him again. I know he
won't hurt me... but then I don't.
"UghhHHH!!!!"
I exclaim. Love is so hard. Sometimes I just want to fall asleep and never wake up. That's how I
want to die. No pain. Just..
gone.
The thoughts invaded my mind. The water flowed down my face. I stood there for a few minutes
and eventually decided to get out. I turned the shower off and wrapped a towel around my waist.
I came back into my room and got some black soft shorts on and a dark Grey oversized nirvana
t-shirt. I carefully climbed into bed and laid on my stomach.
I grabbed my phone and went to my gallery. I scrolled down to a few weeks ago and clicked on
a picture. It was me and Sun kissing while smiling. I swiped to the next one, and it was Sun
laying on me, with his head on my shoulder. Every time I swiped, it was just me and Sun,
sharing our world together. I cried. Tears streamed down my face as I tried to keep silent. I
curled myself into a ball and set my phone beside me. I wiped my tears, but they just kept
flooding my eyes.
"Fuck... I'm so sorry, Sun..."
I mumble to myself, cradling myself to sleep, slowly rocking.

(Yes I know the chapter is formatted weird)

Depressions hitting hard you guys. AnYwAySsSsS...... I love you all and I hoped you liked this
chapter. It was 2271 words. I hope you all have a lovely day/night my little aliens 👽 😘!!!! I love
you darlings. 💕