Starstruck

How could you?

♤♡◇♧ Moon's P.O.V. ♣︎◆♥︎♠︎
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I felt so scared to tell Sun about my decision. This wasn't his fault in any way. It was mine. I laid on the sleeping bag on the dark blue carpeted floor, as Sun whined in his sleep. I, on the other hand, couldn't sleep. I felt the need to hold him. My hands spazed and shook for his touch. I craved him as I tried to keep my emotions down.

"Mnmm... Moony? Moony, where are you?"

He didn't sound scared, just confused. He sat up and looked around for me and eventually made eye contact.

"Moony? What are you doing on the floor? Come here, sweety."

He looked worried, so I did as he asked. I sat on the edge of his bed. He seemed confused and put his hand on my thigh, trying to make me feel more comfortable since he knew about my touch starvation. I crave the feeling of others' touch. Just hugs, holding hands, cuddles, and stuff like that.

"Moony? Is everything okay? You can talk to me."

Sun hugged me from behind, putting his head on my shoulder. I refused to let myself touch him. He started playing with my hair, twisting it around his finger. I felt absolutely terrible. I started to tear up. I wanted to kiss him for the last time before I told him, and so I did.

"Moon... I-"

I turned around, pressing my lips on his the time. He kissed back as he put his arms around my neck. I wanted this to last forever, but I knew what I had to do.

I quickly ended the passionate kiss, pulling away from Sun, who was already heated, craving more attention. Sun looked at me with confusion whilst being so flustered already. He giggled.

"Alright, now, tell me what's wrong."

He put his free hand on my chin up to tilt my head up. I pulled away. As much as I didn't want to, I needed for him to hear me.

"Sunny... I'm so sorry. I-I love you... with all of my heart, but -"

I choked on my words as I could barely speak. Sun cupped my cheeks.

"Honey... what are you talking about? If this is about Star, it's okay, I'm fine. I promi-"

"I'm breaking up with you."

I said flatly. I didn't have the heart to look at him.

"W-wha... what? You're joking, right? Moony, this isn't funny."

I stayed completely silent and started to cry, which made him realize I wasn't kidding.

"B-But, M-M-Moon-y.... Please. What did I do wrong? I'm sorry... just... please! Please tell me you're lying!"

He choked out. Tears welled up in his eyes and held onto my arm as I tried to make sure I didn't look at him.

"Moony, look at me."

He was stern. I did as he said and looked at him. I saw him start to sob, and it broke me completely.

"I'm so fucking sorry..."