Blinded Fate

12. Forgive me♡

What in the world was that!!!!

Did she see my boner?

I got a fucking boner just by hearing her moan. She will be the death of me.

I'll have to take a cold shower now.

I went towards Daksh's bedroom and directly barged into his washroom without responding to his silly questions.

I turned on the cold shower and sighed a little. ' Aditi you're going to be the death of me' I murmered as her face flashed right into my eyes- Her voice, her moaning my name- She's making me insane.

I planned on ignoring her, but I couldn't even control myself for a second. It was damn difficult to not talk to her all along the flight and during the car ride. It was aching me, the look on her face- But I had to control myself somehow. After her confession, I was deeply hurt.

Were'nt my actions enough to show her how much I love her? Did she not trust me enough? Because of just a small misunderstanding we were away from each other for so long.

She never considered me enough to share her feelings with. Was it just me all along- clinging onto the hope that one day she might actually love me? I'm fucking tired now. I'm not going to talk to her anymore- Not until she convinces me to.

'Huh! Stop daydreaming. You?- Not talking to your little kitten is impossible' my inner voice mocked and for the first time I think I have to agree with it.

It's freaking hard to ignore my baby. But this time I have to control. It's her time to win me back.

She's the only one I'll be marrying to. No matter what!

Wait but one second- She didn't talk to me for so long thinking that I dated another girl. Does that mean that she was.... jealous? Oh my god seriously! That means even she loves me! Oh my god my Aditi loves me! I thought while grinning when my inner voice again mocked making me regret- why the hell is my inner voice so straightforward- ' Oh Devdas ku aulad, zyada udo mat kyuki ab tak Aditi ne bola nahi hai that she loves you!'

Can I kill my inner voice?- ' No' it replied and I am damn sure to find a way to kill it-

My thoughts were broken hearing Daksh shouting from outside-" Avyan andar hi ghar basane ka iraada hai kya. 2 ghante se kar kya raha hai!"

My eyes widen- fuck I'm inside since 2 hours and I'm still hard. What are you doing to me little kitten.

I composed myself and wrapped a towel around my torso. I came out and asked Daksh to provide me with another set of clothes.

He looked at me scepticaly and before he could ask anything, his mom called him downstairs. I sighed in relief and he left saying that he'll send someone to grab a fresh pair of clothes.

After 5 minutes someone barged in without even knocking. "Can't you knock bef-" I snapped but stopped when I looked who that person was....Aditi?

Her eyes widen and mouth parted. She stared at my half naked body shamelessly and muttered something under her breath which was quite hearable-" fucking hot". I smirked and started moving towards her that's when she came out of her trance.