The Best Friend Pact || Jungwon || 18+

8. Restraint and Need

Jungwon's breath was hot on my neck and I wanted him to kiss me. Why did this happen when I was drunk? The question hangs between us and neither of us move, him awaiting my answer. I hadn't used the toy yet, but do I tell him that?

"I..." I started, stumbling over my words. I might not have used the toy yet, but I had done other stuff. "I do. I think about you when I touch myself, Jungwon."

I wished it wasn't true, but it is the only thing that does anything for me since that night. And I know I would never admit this to him sober. Good thing we are both too drunk to remember it tomorrow.

"You can't say stuff like that, Nari." Jungwon rested his head on my shoulder, his hands on my waist, and I noticed that he was shaking. Was this restraint?

"You asked." I am perfectly still, not moving an inch in fear that it will scare him off.

"It's all I can think about when I close my eyes. I dream about you calling my name and that face you made when you came." Jungwon said, not moving his head from my shoulder. "I know we said to forget about it, but I can't. And then you dress like this and you dance like that with him."

"I wasn't going to do anything with him."

"I wanted to kill him when I saw his hands on you." He continued, still not moving. "Why?"

"Why what?"

"Why did you let him touch you?"

Even in my current state, with the alcohol clouding my mind, I knew I should push Jungwon away. We were only going to regret this tomorrow. But I couldn't seem to push that thought forward over my own desires. I wanted him, here and now. And I didn't want to care about tomorrow.

"Because you weren't." I answered, and Jungwon's hands tightened on my waist as they pushed me back against the wall.

"Is that what you want?"

"Yes."

"Last chance." He said as his head comes up, an inch away from my lips. "Say no, Nari. Please."

"I can't, Jungwon. I need this." I whispered. "I need you."

As the last syllable left my mouth the ounce of restraint Jungwon had was lost. His mouth came crashing down on mine. His hands ran up under my top. I moaned into his mouth as his hands ran over my bare skin, pulling him in closer, kissing him deeper.

Jungwon picked me up, letting me wrap my legs around him and he took me and sat me down on the desk in the middle of the room. I leaned back on my hands, trying to catch my breath as I looked up at my best friend.

His face was red and his hair was messy from where I had run my hands through it. We stayed like this for a moment, looking at each other, and I thought for a moment he was going to run.

He took the hem of my shirt and pulled it over my head, letting it fall wherever, before placing his lips on my neck, his teeth digging into the skin making me gasp.

"I love your noises." He whispered against my neck.

My hands ran down his chest, pulling at his shirt. He stepped back for a moment to discard it and returned to me, taking my lips again.

The electricity that I had been searching for is back. My entire body was alive and buzzing, begging for more of him. I didn't get that with Jay. I have never gotten that with anyone but Jungwon before.

"Fuck, Jungwon." I moaned as his hand traveled up my skirt and stroked me through my panties.

"Don't curse."

"I can't help it. God." I threw my head back as he pushed them to the side, lightly sliding along my opening. I pushed my hips toward him, trying to get him inside.

"Nari? Jungwon?" Jay's voice followed by a knock on the door and then a twisting of the knob causes us to stop. "Why is the door locked? Are you in here?"

"He'll go away." I told Jungwon, trying to pull him to me. Jay was not my boyfriend. We have only gone out a handful of times, but I can tell by the look on Jungwon's face our fun was over. He took a couple of steps back and picked up my shirt, tossing it to me.

"Just a minute, Jay." He called to him. "We aren't done talking."

"Don't scold her too much, Won." Jay said and we heard him walk off. I pulled on my shirt and Jungwon did the same. Then, without another word or glance at me, Jungwon leaves the room.

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A/N: I know this is short. It was originally part of a chapter that was too long and I had to break them up.