there is a moment where im just so happy about myself. i felt so lucky that im actually living in my dream life. i live in a condominium unit worth 14k per month, have a business, have an split type aircon, got an automatic washing machine, have a luxurious ventilation, have a big refrigerator, a building with 24/7 cctv and guards, swimming pool,huge garden... UGH! why is it hard for me to copy everything that i have written in my notebook? we are not half way.
anyway, many of you might find this surprising, maybe some thought that im bragging, or others may thought it's funny that i'm so grateful of all i mentioned above since they also have those or more things than i have mentioned above.
im a pessimistic person but i just felt so happy that i possess those things. i never have experience this life before even when i was with my parents. and they just surprised me that all this time, i kept on demanding for more but i didn't notice that these things are my dream. i thought these dreams will not become true but here i am now, living the life i didn't expect i'll have.
sometimes we just have to look around and remember our childhood dreams or some things that we couldn't imagine having before but are actually with us now.
this made me think that maybe, despite all the things happened in my life, a roller-coaster life, in my 24th year, i had enough -- more than enough. im satisfied of this life and just need to maintain it. i don't need to seek for more because im living the dream i want to.
have you thought of the things you used to want but now you have it in your hands?
are you dreaming the life you have now?
well, if now yet, then there's a time for that to come. you just have to believe it will. I'm not this religious person but all i think is that, i didn't do it, it just happened and for some funny reasons, i just believe that GOD has made it for me. He gave me everything i want and now i realized how grateful i am that He still let me live my happy life.
did you know that i didn't work on the things i have today? it just happened. i suddenly got a man who provides me all these things. You know... i'm just try'na make you realize, if it's meant to you, it will come without you putting much effort to it.
BINABASA MO ANG
My Life, My Choice
Документальная прозаi still dont remember the last time i wrote a story about my success which i unpublished because i had never achieved the plans i put there. big HA.HA. to me. but as you, i have this problem about myself where i just to an adventure when the challen...
