being dependable is not good

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nov 10 2024

i had a fight with my man regarding the expenses and money out of the bank. with the argument we had, i realized that with the money topic, im really not good. i couldnt explain that i used the money not only for my benefits but because of many expenses we had nowadays. 

i just felt so sad that he's putting his all while im not appreciating them. 

ill start working so as you may know, ill start on changing my schedule and i will have more time to work.

full time plus my extra work with matthias plus my business in clothes.

ill be so busy but i really hope that i still have time to exercise. 

anyway, today i had a choir practice and just awhile ago, i was with ka amy and ka nemerson.

ka amy treated us in manam. we talked about angel and charles, about their premarital s3x which is really really a heavy sin in my church. so the couple had a video s3x call and they recorded it. her father, reported it to the church to make the couple separate but of course the daughter, angel felt so betrayed by her father so she moved out of their house and maybe went to charles house.

i understand that they are just trying to separate their daughter to charles because she's still studying and they want her to finish her course in nursing. 

but for me, i just felt so sad that they did that to their daughter. if i was the parents i would  consider that angel is no longer a kid, she's already in her 20's so she knows what she's doing plus angel was practicing safe s3x, she's drinking pills for her not to get pregnant. 

i know that it's bad in the bible but she's just a human being like us who makes sin or mistakes. shes like us who sometimes felt lust or desire. she knows what she's doing but instead of her parents helping her to be knowledgeable of the consequences, they decided to report it to the church and now many people hates them.

i love serving God and i love the church but i dont like the people here. they are so judgmental. i hate that they hate angel and charles. they knew that love makes you crazy and i dont like that they tried making their image so bad when in fact many church members did so much than what angel and charles did. 

just saying..

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