nov 4, 2024
so i just got motivated on continuing my career on clothes and wanted to restart. i thought i actually went back to the old me but it just gotten worst for i had made a very very bad decision in my life.
i rearranged my stuff and now i almost have a breakdown. i cried out of frustration but i could say that over motivation is dangerous. it can make you more depressed. so right now, i am rearranging my things and i can't describe how bad it is. but yeah, i just cant move myself everywhere, either ill fall or step on things and will be broken as i step.
regretting it is just gonna make all of this worst feeling so now im gonna stop writing in this part and just keep going. so yeah, good bye again. ill be right back as soon as i felt a little satisfied. *rolled eyes*
im back after an hour. and decided to stop. ill be going somewhere tomorrow and i need to reserve my energy. and now, i think that this mess in my house reflects my life now. im depressed, undecided, out of focus and just not to myself. i need to make something, plan something. i need to pause and just keep doing when i have a few time more.
just like what i did. i just want to tell y'all that when you suddenly felt that motivation, dont be impulsive like me, take things slowly, do things slowly but planned well.
after few hours, i made a plan on my notebook on how to rearrange everything. but of course you can't always do what's plan. Instead, i continue on just revising it while in action.
and just happened that i am able to make my house more comfortable and spacious. i guess, although i made a mistake on doing something, there's always a solution and maybe that mistake could be a great way on improvising something you didn't expect.
although it resulted really great, i still won't encourage you to suddenly do something without planning it or making a mess in something you didn't plan on doing today.
it does destroyed my routine but it resulted to a better one.
that's for now. ill have to go somewhere far away and i might not be able to do this again tomorrow but ill try!
BINABASA MO ANG
My Life, My Choice
Nonfiksii still dont remember the last time i wrote a story about my success which i unpublished because i had never achieved the plans i put there. big HA.HA. to me. but as you, i have this problem about myself where i just to an adventure when the challen...
