Want You (BoyxBoy)

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Okay, so I'm not wanting to go into it much, but with the election that just happened in America and all the things speculated to happen in the coming future... I just want to say that if you're gay, trans (any part of the lgbtq+ community actually), or a woman, you have my full support, now and always. It's really scary hearing the possibilities, and I just want you to know you're not alone. And if you have no one else, you have me. I love you.

As for all the books being banned (saw on tiktok this morning) and with what might happen to future publications, I feel a little hopeless. I'm so scared I won't be able to make this my career. It's all I've ever wanted to do. So let's just hope everything is just being over dramatized, and everything is going to okay. (I'd rather be delusional than sad.) I'm not letting it stop me, though. So, continue to expect recent updates!!

And I didn't say all of this to start up some debate. I don't care your reasonings for who you voted for. (Most of my readers seem to be non-American or not old enough to vote anyway) I'm just speaking on what's been rumored the past few days.

Anywayyy... here's some gay smut for you beautiful people!! Enjoy.

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*Mature (More than talking, remember?)

-Ry-

"Uh... uh..." I should've known saying that would fluster him. If his stuttered words and red face are anything to go by. He seems to be considering it, but only more cut off words come from him. "I, um... S-" Shit. I shouldn't have offered that. What if he's feeling pressured, and he's trying to decide what to do? I don't want to do this if that's how he feels.

"Never mind. Just pretend I didn't say any of that. I keep talking about sex after I said I wouldn't. I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable."

"You didn't," he says, finally getting something out. "And... you can." I barely heard it with how quiet he said it, but excitement courses through me at the permission. But I need to make sure he's one hundred percent okay with it.

"I can what?" I lean closer to get a better look in his eyes to make sure he's not just letting me for me.

"Do what you offered."

I try not to let my enthusiasm show as I set my mug down before taking his from him to do the same, careful not to spill any on him in the process. Not being able to contain myself any longer, I lean forward and press our lips together. He's momentarily stunned but seems to snap out of it when I flick my tongue against his bottom lip. He sighs into the kiss and lets his lips part to give me access. The taste of the hot chocolate remains in his mouth, but it's heavenly mixed with him.

My hands find their way to their favorite spots, one settling on his waist and the other on his cheek. I ease my tongue from his mouth and give him one last kiss before pulling away.

"Are you sure this is okay? It's only been two days since we agreed not to talk about sex, and this is more than talking."

I notice the bob of his throat, but he says, "It's still not sex, so it's okay."

"Let me know if you want me to stop." He gives me a nod.

Wanting to give just a few more kisses first, I move to his jawline to leave some along it before I remember his ear pulled a sound from him last time. I move to it, nipping it with my teeth. A shaky inhale is all I get, sadly. Well, I think I'm about to hear a lot more from him in just a few moments.

Not being able to wait any longer, I push myself off the couch and shift to my knees in front of him. I go to look up at him but get distracted seeing movement coming from his pants. Looks like someone else is just as excited. I reach up to undo his button, but a tight grip forms around both my wrist. I freeze and look up to make sure he's still okay.