★Syiraa , the love that can't be spelled★

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"let go of your love one,
so they could choose who to
love."

•will focusing on Syiraa old friendship•

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Syiraa , an average student ,not too smart but also not dumb. she's just like a normal girl in this world. she has a group of friends filled with husna , izzah and iman as her 'best friends' i guess? She has survived many friendships before and one of the friendships she really loved but too bad , it's already in the past. Hana , syiraa best friend or older sister she called. Hana was her old best friend and she has been friends with her for 5 years. They were like glue , sticking together and never separated from each other until at one point.

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Unfortunately, Hana didn't pass the minimum score to stay at the first class in the school while Syiraa did. Syiraa thought

"i should have helped her..."

she blamed it on herself. she's hana's best friend, how could she not help her? such a bad friend, thought Syiraa. Months and months then passed, they continued to live their lives without each other's presence in each life. it feels odd without hana in syiraa seconds, minutes, hours , days , weeks , months and years . Syiraa sometimes thinks about hana , does she miss their old friendship? does she still remember her? does she remember their fighting and moments where they're together? all the questions that could be asked , appeared in her mind. wandering around without any official answer.

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Syiraa then looks at hana , with her new best friend of course. She looks very happy , the joy , the smile , the expression on her face seems so different when she's with her. Hana still acts like an older sister to her new best friend just like back when Hana was with her. She missed all those moments, the laughter , the jokes , the fighting, when she and hana were still best friends. Syiraa then slightly smiled at herself while witnessing them laughing together.

"Hana .. didn't deserve me , she deserves someone better right?"

thought Syiraa to herself. she doesn't even know if hana considers her as a best friend and still , it has no answer. could there be somebody Syiraa can think of an older sister too?

"i don't know."

no answer again. just like every question in her mind.