Fences // Cube SMP // Book Two

Chapter 39

Lia.

I sighed deeply as I sat cross-legged on my computer chair, spinning slightly, scared for what I was about to say. I had been thinking about this for the past two hours and I had practiced my speech once, only getting half-way through it.

I wasn't entirely sure how my viewers were going to react to this, but I guess there is only one way to find out.

I sighed and bit my lip a few times before reaching over to my webcam to turn it on. I took another deep breath before looking up at the camera and blinking a few times. "Hey guys, it's Amelia or Lia here and today.. I have something to tell you..."

I cleared my throat, running my hand through my hair as I took another deep breath "So as you guys have probably noticed I haven't uploaded any videos in a few days... and today i'm going to tell you why that was."

I paused, trying to think of a quick excuse before shaking my head. No, They deserve to know. "So.. Oh gosh, this is a bit awkward to tell." I bit my lip again as I thought about how I was going to word this.

"Me and a few other cube members kind of had an argument, mainly between me and two other cube members." I spoke, "And for the sake of them and their privacy, I am not going to name those cube members."

"Anyway, most of it was my fault, I made it a bigger deal that it needed to be and this wouldn't have happened if I let that person explain." I coughed slightly. "And due to all of this arguing I've made a decision."

"I'm leaving YouTube."

"Now, before you all go freaking out about this in the comments or whatever, it won't be forever. I'm going to leave for a month or two to get a break from it all. I've been under a lot of stress recently and I just need to leave it behind for a bit."

"So, because i'm leaving YouTube, i'll be leaving the Cube too, I know that they do not want inactive members on the server and I respect that decision, it also gives other people a chance to make new friends and things." I smile slightly.

"I still want to be friends with everyone in and connected with that server though, so i'd really love it if we could record some SG's when I come back, guys?" I smiled slightly.

"So, this will probably be my last video for a good month or so, Thank you guys for staying by my side throughout this year I've been doing YouTube, I love you guys." I paused. "I'll see you soon."

I turned my webcam off and burst into tears. I was extremely scared to post this video but I needed a break for everything and all the drama should be gone for when I return.

I know this will probably cause a lot of friction in the Cube Community but hopefully after a week or something, everyone will be back to normal. 

I clicked on 'upload video' and uploaded the video without editing it. It was best to be one hundred percent real with them for my last video. I clicked on the description box and started typing.

Hi guys.

so, a lot of you will be confused with this and you have every right to be. but please, PLEASE dont go investigating on the other member's channels trying to find out what happened or anything. Please respect their privacy.

i love you guys.

I uploaded the video with the name theres something i have to do

I sighed deeply. It was done.

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A/N

SO IS THIS BOOK

wooooo

so, did you guys like that ending? :D

 i liked it :p

i feel really bad for people who have just started reading amnesia/ are going to read it in the future, they have so much to read lmao

anyways

trilogy? 

-the third book will probably be short though :/-

:D

DONT DELETE THIS FROM YOUR LIBRARY BECAUSE I WILL BE TELLING YOU WHEN THE THIRD BOOK IS UP THROUGH THIS BOOK, and i may also do a character ask :D

bye,

-laura

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