She's kinda hot

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~Calum's POV~
As I drove into Luke's driveway, I knew that Michael would be following me soon after. He would try and apologise to me but he'd catch me in the act with Luke.
I stepped out of my car and slammed the door behind me. I ran to Luke's front door and knocked gently on the wooden structure. I waited for what felt like ages but was probably seconds for Luke for him to open the door. He looked confused as to why I was here this early.
"Why are you here Calum?" Luke asked me. I walked into Luke's house. I don't know what I was doing here. I wanted to have sex with him, but I didn't want to ruin what this band had. I sat on Luke's sofa, and felt the cushions take in my back like a marshmallow. Luke sat down on my right and he held my hand. He looked into my eyes. His eyes were the colour of the Atlantic Ocean. I wanted to kiss him but I knew it was wrong. I knew that everything we would do tonight would be wrong.
"What do you want?" Asked Luke. I didn't want to answer. I didn't know what I wanted. How could I answer a question that I didn't know the answer to? I could smell Luke's cologne from here - it smelt like pine trees and mint.
"I..." I swallowed. "Don't know." I told Luke. He kept rubbing my hands between his. He was still looking into my eyes. He was such a caring friend. His blonde hair was getting slightly long, and it was tucked behind his ears. His quiff was higher than usual, but that was probably because he had only just gotten up.
"Calum." Luke said as he let go of my hand. "I love you." He confessed to me as he kept eye contact with me, even though I was trying to look away. I could feel the water falling from eyes.
"I love you too." I told him as I stared into his eyes, I was determined to keep this eye-contact thing going. Luke grabbed my hand between his fingers. He stretched the bandage on my arm upwards and he looked at my new scars - and old ones.
"Let me kiss them better." He said as he placed his soft wet lips on my arm. His lips were tender and soft against my arm, it felt so nice to have someone loving me.
But it felt so uncomfortable. I felt so uncomfortable. This didn't feel right.
"Luke, what are we doing here?" I asked him. He let go of my hand and stopped kissing my arm. He looked into my eyes, and then looked away. He sat facing away from me.
"I don't know." He answered. "We love each other right?" He asked me.
I nodded.
"But we love other people. We love other people more than we love each other." I told Luke. It was the truth. We both had feelings for each other, but we loved other people more.
"How did you know?" He asked me. He was obviously talking about him and Ashton. I always knew, Ashton was open about his feelings with Luke to me. I didn't want to ruin anything between them.
"It couldn't have been more obvious Luke." I said as he giggled. I was so confused, I loved 2 people at once. Luke looked into my eyes again. Every time he stared at me I just wanted to kiss him.
"I guess it's over between us then? We're just two paper airplanes flying." Luke said to me as he stroked my hand.
Suddenly Ashton came crashing in through the door. He ran into the living room and looked at me and Luke. Luke quickly let go of my hand and stood up. He looked at Ashton. His eyes were now concentrated on the person he loved.
Luke walked over to Ashton. "What are you doing here?" Luke asked Ashton. Ashton had a note in his hands and he was trembling. He was shaking and he couldn't read it. Luke placed his hands on Ashton's. Their fingers intertwined with each other. Luke kept staring into Ashton's eyes.
Luke gently placed his lips onto Ashton's. Luke's hands moved up to Ashton's head as he pulled him closer to him. They looked so happy with each other, and I couldn't believe that they had finally found happiness. Maybe there was some hope left for me and Michael.
Suddenly I heard the noise of a car driving in outside. I quickly got up from the sofa and ran outside of Luke's house. Taylor had drove Michael to my house and they both got out of the car. Michael looked terrified of me. I stopped in front of him.
"I'm sorry for everything I've ever done that may have hurt you Calum. I never wanted to hurt you. I love you." He said to me as he stood there in front of me.
"And I'm sorry for messing you around. For making you feel unwanted and for just being paranoid about everything. I love you too." I told Michael as our hips got closer together.
Michael grabbed my hands between his fingers. He stared into my eyes, his beautiful green eyes staring into my hazel ones. Our chests got closer to each other. His lips touched mine. I could feel his soft tender gorgeous lips against mine. My feet stretched up and I was standing on my toes. Michael let go of my hand and he moved them up to my neck.
Our lips parted from each other's. We still kept eye contact. We were just staring into each other's eyes, not saying anything. That was until we got interrupted by Luke and Ashton. They walked out hand in hand out of Luke's house. They stood next to us. I looked at Luke and gave him a nod, he nodded back.
We all turned around and looked at Taylor - she seemed kind of pissed off.
"God you boys are difficult. I honesty thought I understood guys, but I guess I was wrong." She said as she smirked and pulled a massive grin. Michael walked over to Taylor and gave her a massive hug.
"Thank you." He whispered to her. As he parted from the hug he said. "I guess you can go home then." Taylor looked shocked and offended. She pulled a strange face, but even then she's kinda hot though.
"Oh honey I'm not going home. I'm staying here for a while, I could get used to Australia. Do you mind if I stay at your house until I find a place?" Taylor asked Michael. Michael looked at me for confirmation and I nodded.
"Of course you can." Michael said to Taylor. She leaped on him and gave him a massive hug, Luke and Ashton (who were still holding hands) laughed. I smiled as Taylor let go of Michael like a little kid.
"I think we should have a party to celebrate this occasion of love!" Taylor said as she flung her arms out. Even though the party hadn't stared yet, I was pretty sure that she was drunk.
Michael walked over to me and held my hand. He moved his head to my ear and whispered "I love you" to me. I rested my head on his shoulder and said. "I love you too."

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