Author's note: this was too much fun to write <3 Bear with me for the new updates, I'm struggling with ideas and I gotta imagine them in my head first to be able to write a realistic version haha but you're getting an extra long chapter here :)
I notice things. It's a survival skill I picked up long before Taylor - watching, observing, cataloging changes. So when Taylor starts having whispered phone conversations that stop the moment I enter a room, I notice. When Tree's office light stays on even later than usual, stacks of papers turned face-down whenever I appear, I notice that too.
"Just contracts," Taylor says when I catch her shoving papers into a drawer. Her smile is too bright, too forced. "Boring music industry stuff."
But I've seen her deal with music contracts before. They don't make her hands shake like that.
Tree's been weird too. More typing than usual, if that's even possible. More hushed conversations with Taylor that end abruptly when I'm around. Even Sabrina's been acting strange - less chaotic, more careful with her words. Like they're all in on something I'm not supposed to know about.
I find myself cataloging the changes like I used to at St. Agnes, when new behaviors meant bad things are on their way:
Taylor stress baking more often to perfect some bullshit muffins
Tree's suspicious lack of commentary about my outfits
Extra long "errands" that Taylor's vague about
Whispered phone calls with words like "requirements" and "preparations"
Legal documents poorly hidden in Taylor's studio
"You're being paranoid," I tell my reflection. But paranoia kept me alive this long.
The signs are all there. The secret meetings. The paperwork. The careful way they're all treating me lately, like I'm made of glass. I've seen it before - foster families planning their exit strategy, trying to let me down easy.
I'm in Tree's office - technically forbidden territory when she's not here, but whatever - trying to find evidence of... whatever I need to find, when my phone buzzes.
Tree: Get out of my office
Tree: And stop catastrophizing
Tree: I can literally see you on the security cams
Me: stop spying on me
Me: its creepy
Tree: Stop breaking into my office
Tree: And whatever you're thinking
Tree: You're wrong
But I've gotten good at reading Tree too. Her texts are too careful, too measured. Usually she'd be threatening to install laser security by now.
Me: then why all the secrets?
Tree: What secrets?
Tree: There are no secrets
Tree: Everything's fine
Tree: Totally normal
Tree: Why are you even asking about secrets?
"Smooth, Tree," I mutter. "Real convincing."
I hear Taylor's voice in the hallway, another hushed phone conversation: "Yes, I understand... No, she doesn't know yet..."
My chest gets tight. I should've known better. Should've remembered that nothing good lasts. Not for kids like me.
The voices get closer and I scramble out of Tree's office, nearly colliding with Sabrina who appears out of nowhere.

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Wildest Dreams - A Taylor Swift Adoption Fanfiction
Fanfic14 year old Mandy runs through the streets of New York City, escaping from an orphanage, when she collides with Taylor Swift. Rated mature for themes of PTSD, childhood trauma, domestic violence