I am Sabrina

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"Hello?" I shut my door behind me "Mika guess what!" "Um judging by your tone of voice its good?" I jumped on my bed "I'm going to get a surgery soon!" I heard her door close through the other line "Wait so your parents found out?" I sighed "Yeah last night when I came home" "how did they react, what did they do?" "Well my mom did cry and she was a little mad this morning but I think she will come around, but my dad slapped me and busted my lip other than that they told me they don't care what I do" the line was quiet for a while "hello?" "He hit you?" I sighed "yeah did you hear what I just said but more importantly it was worth it!" "Sabrina are you okay do you want to stay with me for a while?" I rolled my eyes "no it's not like he does this all the time I'm just happy I get to have the surgery, I'm going to get the papers today" I lied he did do this sort of thig all the time like if I didn't meet his expectations he would hit me until there was at least a drop of blood that's why I've had perfect grades all four years. "Well congratulations Sabrina I'm happy for you" "thanks I just wanted to let you know how beautiful I'm about to look" we laughed "Alright well text me" "okay I will, bye" she didn't say bye she just hung up. I know what I told her about my dad affected her.

I sat in front of my mirror and began my transformation. By the time my makeup was done I felt beautiful. I don't know why I always do my makeup first but I do, I moved to my hair. I brushed it and then straightened it then pulled it back in a ponytail leaving my bangs out in the front. I decided to wear a dress today. It was a peach color and white around the bottom. I put some brown heals on and grabbed my purse and car keys. When I opened my door my dad was passing by and he looked at me with sadness in his eyes. I wanted to just die when he looked at me like that.

As I got into my car I tried not to cry much but I have no control over that at the moment. I ended up going to Mikasa's house for support. I rang the doorbell and Levi answered. "Mikasa's not here rig- are you okay" I kept my head down and whipped my tears. "Y-yeah I'm fine do you know when she will be back?" "Ten to fifteen minutes maybe, you can come in and wait for her if you'd like" I thought about it for a while then nodded. I walked in and sat down in the living room. I didn't expect Levi to come sit down by me until I looked at him. "You want to tell me what's wrong?" I had calmed down a bit "would you be mad if I said not really" he laughed and handed me a water bottle. "No its ok" he put and arm alongside the couch behind me. Maybe this wasn't a bad Idea after all. He looked at me and I looked back at him "you look much prettier when you're not crying." He whipped one of my tears with his thumb "you think so?" he leaned in "yeah I think so" I closed the space between us. I loved these lips, so soft , so gentle.