I am Sabrina

The After Picture

I opened my mouth and it was dry. I can feel the words coming up from the back of my throat "mom" she walked over to me causing me to smile she knew what I was thinking "it's only nine PM its sill Wednesday" I looked down at my chest it was wrapped in bandages "The doctors said it came out better than expected and that in about three weeks you'll be as good as new, you are lucky they said you might have little to no scaring." I closed my eyes and I just didn't believe this was happing to me. Then I realized something "I-is this dad's hospital?" she grabbed my hand "its ok, he already knows, he should have come by already" I was scared again why was he coming to see me? "Eren." I looked over to the door way it was my dad. I opened my mouth to say something but he interrupted instead "don't speak, today four children died of many things I cannot say, but seeing those parents world crumble because they lost their only child. It got me thinking, Eren even though I do things that I know you won't forgive just know that I still love you and you will always be my little boy, so just give me some time to adjust okay?" I smiled and nodded. I didn't believe a word he said but I think that's because by now I've realized I don't care for him anymore. My dad brought us food and then got back to work. My mother stayed the night and explained to me that I'll be doing school on the computer for those three weeks.

The nurse came in "So how are we feeling?" I groaned my mom practically shouted scaring the shit out of me, I was still half sleep. "Take our after picture!" my mom handed the nurse her phone and squat down by me and pointed at my new set of breast then I fell asleep again.

The next day when I was home again I felt like if someone were to touch my boobs I would fall over and die I was really sore and tender at the moment. My mom didn't have anything to do until two and it was about ten. She came in my room with some soup and sat beside me "so are we going to have any girl talks or what?" I looked at her shocked but also happy "Mom!"

She looked at me "I'm serious! Tell me what going on" we laughed "fine well I'm pretty popular I guess a lot of boys try talking to me but I don't let that happen because all the boys at my school are ugly but I don't know they are really going to go crazy when they see my cleavage, because before I would never show that much skin." "True, we have to go shopping this week for bras. And don't let those boys even look at you they are all pigs" she got up and left my room. Those two days had gone by fast. The doctor said I could take off my bandage by now. Finally I get to see what my body looks like. I was only half ready when my mom came in my door. "Hey are you ready?" I was just standing in front of the mirror with my chest still bandaged. "Scared to take it off?" "You have no idea" she walked in and put her purse down. She grabbed the scissors off of my dresser and walked behind me. She grabbed a hair tie and pulled my hair up and cut the bandage. I lifted my arms and she took off the bandages. I looked in the mirror and I wanted to cry, they looked so natural. All that was left was recovery. I put on a gray shirt one of my old boy shirts and tied it at the bottom on the side and I wore some jeans. "Mom please just let me wear a bra! I can't go out the house let alone to the mall with my boobs bouncing everywhere and my nipples staring at people!" She laughed "The doctor told the both of us to make sure you don't wear anything that restricts your chest for the next three weeks." I sighed and put my hair in a messy bun not liking how my mom pulled it up earlier. Once at the mall I had my hands folded over my chest the whole time. "Stop that you're going to burse your chest" "mom what if I see someone from school!" "Shut up you won't now get out of the car." I got out the car because the faster this goes the faster I can go home.

In the mall I got about one hundred stares from old men, little girls and about everyone under the sun. Once we got to Victoria secrets to look at some bras. I picked out about twelve, three blacks, two whites, two nude, three with design and two strapless. I tried them all on and oh my god perfect fit. I tried to do it fast because I knew I wasn't supposed to be bearing bras right now. When I had gone to find my mom she was talking to some woman. "hey mom I'm getting twelve they all fit-" when I looked up of course it would be someone from school

"Hey err- Sabrina?" fuck mom really she's so use to calling me Eren "I love how you say my name like a question yes hi, I'm Sabrina your only child" she rolled her eyes and said "Well Elizabeth, this is my Daughter Sabrina, I'm sure she knows your son" did she just call me her daughter? That sounds weird. And why would I know her son? A boy walked up to her and said "Hey mom the women said she would sell you love spell like it was on sale because it was in the wrong place an- Sabrina?" oh fuck "Marco?" god damn it, Marco had a crush on me for about two years until his friend accidently told me and he almost fainted. He's just not my type.

I saw his eyes travel to my chest then all the bras in my bag. I blushed and held my bag behind my back, crap now my chest was popping out. "Uumm h-how come you haven't been at school?" I could tell he was fighting the urge to pull his gaze that were now at my eyes "I uh had surgery" he was blushing now "oh I hope you get better-"I didn't even give him the chance to finish "Well it was nice seeing you Marco I'm going to uh pay for these, mom give me your card" our moms laughed and Marco looked like he just shit himself. My mom gave me her card and told me the pin once I paid for the bras my mom was already done talking "That boy seemed like he liked you, he's cute you should date him, I saw how nervous he was when he saw your boobs" she began to laugh I was shocked "mom no! at least wait till we get out of the store!"

We had gone home and everything was just fine for the next three weeks. I did school online and kept all my grades at an A. during those three weeks I texted Annie and Mikasa. Monday is eight hours away and I am way too excited to go to school tomorrow. The doctor was right! There is little to no scaring and it feels so natural I don't Feel any pain. I fell asleep that night with a smile on my face things are turning out my way.

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