Lamb in Wolf's Clothing

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i want to be

              a wolf.

big,

      fearsome

             no one's fucking prey,

 able to keep

                 the whole

 big bad

             world

   at bay.

but

        i'm barely a lamb,

 a lost little lamb,

        though maybe

 these days

                 i've finally found

my way.

        though a lamb's

still

             a lamb,

at the end

                     of the day.

the herd is my safe place,

       and i can let my wool grow out,

 look like the biggest fucking lamb

          around

                   no doubt.

but

       that's just my wool,

it's not me,

                 it's just

    what i've got on,

what the world sees,

    and maybe one day

i can knit that wool

            into a nice wolf

sweater,

      be the lamb in wolves clothing,

 and pretend that'll  

                make the world

better.

  but a lamb

              is still a lamb,

despite what he wears,

                   and that vulnerable

little

           creature is me,

no matter

          what i try to be.

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