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 there is a star,

somewhere

near the edge of everything,

and it has a hole

in it.

and

no matter what

it will always

be there.


i intended to message you

earlier tonight, when i was

certain you had already fallen

asleep.


i wanted to share with you

some distant, problem thoughts

i've been having, rolling them

like hard little stones

from my mind

to yours, so hopefully

you might understand

if anything ever changes.


i want you to know

that i might

not always answer.


i want you to know

someday

my ribbon might

run dry,


and that the strangely

fantastical things

that i write, might

run dry also,

unless i decide

to copy my early work.


but,


i need you to know


that i will always

be here;


nine hours away,


seven thousand

seven hundred

eighty two

kilometres away.


i need you to know


that i will

always be here;


on the other side

of the blue light

of your screen.


and

i need you to know


that your words 

are always in my thoughts,

radiation burned into

flesh of my mind.


and even if i

don't always respond,

and even if my words lose

whatever saccharine flavor

they may carry,

i need

you to know

that i will

always be here.


because

there is a star,

somewhere

near the edge of everything,

and it has a hole

in it.

and no matter what,

that hole

will always be there. 

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