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Summary: reader flips their humanity switch off after a tragic event and Colby works to get her back.
Warnings: SMUT18+, strong language, mentions of death, reader loses best friend, blood, blood drinking, compulsion, bitchy!reader, drinking, kissing, hair pulling, choking, oral (f rec), unprotected sex, creampie, general filth
Word Count: 5.5k | unedited
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Your watery eyes scanned over the banquet hall, your head nodding with each person that comes up to pay their respects to you for the recent loss.
"Loaded question.. but.." Colby sits down next to you, "Are you okay?"
You sniffle, nodding as you look at him, "Yeah, yeah. I just... I think I've had enough of this for one day." You stand up, making your way to the parents of your best friend, "Hey.. guys.."
"Y/n." Jen, Raya's mom sighs, "Thank you.." she pulls you into a hug, squeezing tight, "Thank you for everything you've done today, you are family to us, and I just.. if you need anything please don't hesitate to call us or stop by."
"Thank you, and same for you and Jason. Raya was..." You sigh, fighting back tears, "She was.. everything to be. The best person I could have ever had in my life. I loved her like she was my own sister."
You feel Jen's body jolt with her sobs and she steps back, "You were the best person she could have had in her life, too." She rubs your cheek and you turn to give her father, Jason, a hug.
"You were good to her, kid. I'm so happy you stuck around with us."
You smile and nod, "Me too."
You turn around, Colby tilting his head slightly as you walk back over to him.
Colby was your best friend, too. Well, you were more than friends but not really official lovers.
"I think, I'm going home." You pick your jacket up from your chair and Colby stands up, "Do you want me to drive you home?"
"No." You shake your head as you put your coat on, "I need to walk home. I think the time to reflect on everything will be good for me." You flick your hair out and sigh, "Tell Sam and everyone I said bye."
"Okay." Colby nods, "If you need-"
"I can handle myself, Colbs." You shoot him a smile and turn to leave.
As soon as you walk out, the cool air hits you and your demeanor changes, and you push yourself into step one of your plan - finding somewhere no one will find you.
You walk down the street, hands in your pockets as you think about everything today, yesterday, last week.
Raya Tylers. Beloved best friend and daughter, has died.
